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long time no update
thanksgiving has come and gone, and there's not much to say about that
i did, however, escape drug world rochester for a while. i'm pretty damn sure that i picked the wrong school, totally didnt even bother to investigate colleges, and 2 years later it's going to take some finese to fix.
but the more i thought about it, does it really matter where i go? the only thing that's going to be different, really, is the people and the weather. the weather sucks, but i knew that before hand and if i survived one, albeit mild, year, i can do it more than once. people are going to suck everywhere. i swear i better have a goddamn job when i graduate or it'll all be in vain.
basically, i have to make changes myself, something i already knew, and make it better. it's the whole effort and laziness thing that's the problem. but this quarter i'm going to have to finally make good on my sayings i'm going to start some more hobbies. so here's to finding someone to play pool with, finding a guitar and attempting to play, and the third? fourth? attempt at trying to go to the gym.
so, keeping in line with the fact that the more (variety) people say something, the less i believe its true, the latest is everyone saying i lost weight, which i wouldn't believe if it weren't for the fact that the pants that i bought during the summer are now falling off my ass without a belt. and this isn't over the whole quarter, it's since i went to florida, because even though i can't notice it, the proof is in the pictures.
i looked in the mirror for a long minute the other day and holy shit do i look a hell of a lot like my brother now.
and my suspicion that i'm about to revert to how i was when i was 12 is coming truer and truer when i noticed that my hair is just how it was then. slowly slipping away...
one day left in ct before i go back
thanksgiving has come and gone, and there's not much to say about that
i did, however, escape drug world rochester for a while. i'm pretty damn sure that i picked the wrong school, totally didnt even bother to investigate colleges, and 2 years later it's going to take some finese to fix.
but the more i thought about it, does it really matter where i go? the only thing that's going to be different, really, is the people and the weather. the weather sucks, but i knew that before hand and if i survived one, albeit mild, year, i can do it more than once. people are going to suck everywhere. i swear i better have a goddamn job when i graduate or it'll all be in vain.
basically, i have to make changes myself, something i already knew, and make it better. it's the whole effort and laziness thing that's the problem. but this quarter i'm going to have to finally make good on my sayings i'm going to start some more hobbies. so here's to finding someone to play pool with, finding a guitar and attempting to play, and the third? fourth? attempt at trying to go to the gym.
so, keeping in line with the fact that the more (variety) people say something, the less i believe its true, the latest is everyone saying i lost weight, which i wouldn't believe if it weren't for the fact that the pants that i bought during the summer are now falling off my ass without a belt. and this isn't over the whole quarter, it's since i went to florida, because even though i can't notice it, the proof is in the pictures.
i looked in the mirror for a long minute the other day and holy shit do i look a hell of a lot like my brother now.
and my suspicion that i'm about to revert to how i was when i was 12 is coming truer and truer when i noticed that my hair is just how it was then. slowly slipping away...
one day left in ct before i go back