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so he's the scoop
college is basically what i wanted it to be: something constructive to do. added in with work it means paltry salary + education = keeping me busy
i have been smoking waaay too much as of late. those lovely cloves, combined with increase in smoking at school and the "fall sickness" = i have an annoying cough remininiscent of days of yore back haunting me. at least i believe in it, because iirc, i was sick last year round this time a little bit too. i've also seen the most in one gathering i;ve ever seen in my life, i believe. kinda funny. and that hash stuff? hogwash.
i've been really tired lately. i'm not sure if it's because i've been running on thc or just college. probably both. also it seems like i've been doing things twice. like i think i've already wrote and posted this, but apparently not.
I think i know why, because i just wrote a loooong ass email to my dad, and i think i omitted the smoking stuff. i spellchecked it at least...
but it's kinda like summer, everyday is exactly the same. plus i'm not sure why, but sometimes my friends have been irritating me. even if i say something, nothing comes about and eventually we just get high and forget. pretty bad. oh well.
i talk to a few people on the floor now. but i dont think anyone really knows who i am because it wasnt till week 3 that some more people started talking to me. whatever. maybe its the 3 week long bong rip like ive been on, but school is going fast, and i dont really care if life goes fast right now because it sucks. although thats what i said aobut highschool and i should have made it better. i might have to just try harder, who knows.
i might be coming somewhere in october, for all my stalkers out there.
ha, even on the verge of falling asleep, shit still rushes through my head.
i asked for a crazy life and i got one, but is that what i really want?
do any of us get what we really want? and when we get it, it's never what we thought
i should mention, actually a long time ago now, but, tonights attempt at a party sucked. drank a bit, but stopped at slightly tipsy cause i wanted to smoke cigs too much and was hungry. and then eventually i ended up in my room at like 2 or 3. and then nick came in, who has been pissing me off lately, said something about our beef, brought some vegetables, made some stew, ya know, that kind of deal. but in all actuallity, he tried to me make regret saying i couldnt keep up smoking with him. i meant in realistic regards with what we'd do in a session, not overall. he's a true pothead. and it was like 5or6 bubbler bowls and i was like wow after 4. crazy
hence the rambling
how much like last year is this? rambling/whining about my crazy life and bullshit and bullshit, and some more bullshit for ya too. at 5 am
imma blissfully drift off to sleep now
highly recommended - dan the automator - music to make love to your old lady by
goodnight
college is basically what i wanted it to be: something constructive to do. added in with work it means paltry salary + education = keeping me busy
i have been smoking waaay too much as of late. those lovely cloves, combined with increase in smoking at school and the "fall sickness" = i have an annoying cough remininiscent of days of yore back haunting me. at least i believe in it, because iirc, i was sick last year round this time a little bit too. i've also seen the most in one gathering i;ve ever seen in my life, i believe. kinda funny. and that hash stuff? hogwash.
i've been really tired lately. i'm not sure if it's because i've been running on thc or just college. probably both. also it seems like i've been doing things twice. like i think i've already wrote and posted this, but apparently not.
I think i know why, because i just wrote a loooong ass email to my dad, and i think i omitted the smoking stuff. i spellchecked it at least...
but it's kinda like summer, everyday is exactly the same. plus i'm not sure why, but sometimes my friends have been irritating me. even if i say something, nothing comes about and eventually we just get high and forget. pretty bad. oh well.
i talk to a few people on the floor now. but i dont think anyone really knows who i am because it wasnt till week 3 that some more people started talking to me. whatever. maybe its the 3 week long bong rip like ive been on, but school is going fast, and i dont really care if life goes fast right now because it sucks. although thats what i said aobut highschool and i should have made it better. i might have to just try harder, who knows.
i might be coming somewhere in october, for all my stalkers out there.
ha, even on the verge of falling asleep, shit still rushes through my head.
i asked for a crazy life and i got one, but is that what i really want?
do any of us get what we really want? and when we get it, it's never what we thought
i should mention, actually a long time ago now, but, tonights attempt at a party sucked. drank a bit, but stopped at slightly tipsy cause i wanted to smoke cigs too much and was hungry. and then eventually i ended up in my room at like 2 or 3. and then nick came in, who has been pissing me off lately, said something about our beef, brought some vegetables, made some stew, ya know, that kind of deal. but in all actuallity, he tried to me make regret saying i couldnt keep up smoking with him. i meant in realistic regards with what we'd do in a session, not overall. he's a true pothead. and it was like 5or6 bubbler bowls and i was like wow after 4. crazy
hence the rambling
how much like last year is this? rambling/whining about my crazy life and bullshit and bullshit, and some more bullshit for ya too. at 5 am
imma blissfully drift off to sleep now
highly recommended - dan the automator - music to make love to your old lady by
goodnight