May 18, 2006 13:57
i'm incredibly glad that school is over for now. i did good this semester i think. i know for a fact that i got a B in literary criticism. i'm satisfied though i would have liked an A as that class was kinda rough at times. its not that it was so hard but her tests busted up my brain. she'd give us like 7 questions and you'd have an hour and a half to basically write 5 or 6 pages worth of stuff. it was draining. but its overwith. i think next semester i'll be taking a botany lab, biology, chemistry and some math. whoopie. i just dread the chemistry and math....not my favorite subjects.
i still have to make an apt to go to towson when we get back from the trip to vegas to try and talk to an advisor. i just got my highschool transcripts just so my new community college will let me register for bio and chemistry. i was thinking of going into graduate studies after i finish my degree ...but we'll cross that bridge when we come to it cos i know i'd have to take out school loans and crap.
my rat is stressed out and i don't know why. she prefers this pathetic life of isolation and bites when you try to pet her. i don't really know how to get her out of her shitty disposition. how do you fix a emotionally challenged rat? she's always been this way despite her good natured girlfriend tatum (r.i.p.)
i don't think i'm going to get anymore rats after this. they die too quickly....i can't handle loss. haha. i know i said that before but i mean it this time. i'll just donate the cages to the humane society and stick to birds or fish till i get my own apartment and can own a ferret. my family despises rodents of any kind it seems. i've been talking about how cool ferrets are to my mom everyday but i don't think its gonna work.
i can't wait to go to vegas and san francisco. i'm just itching to get out of upper marlboro/charles county. these areas suck and i need a good vacation before i have to go back to school again. i got so much stress about college and trying to transfer job locations....i just feel overwhemled at the moment but i'll manage somehow i guess.
off to work i go in a minute