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i have a paper presentation tomorow at 6pm and i should be editing and figuring out how i'm gonna present it, but i just CAN'T concentrate. lol. time has been flyin, i can't believe it's already laguna night again. lol. i was thinking of going to rachels to watch, but i just HAVE to get my homework done, it would be such a time consumer if i went. work has been fab. flies by, paychecks are beautiful. it's just such a relaxed atmosphere. i feel like we play around more than anything. it's just a very slow office, but it's fun. i'm learning more everyday about the insurance business. i want to get my liscense. from what i've been told my boss will pay for it, and i'd be crazy not to get it, it's pretty much job security. so, i'm thinking, mayyybe. i'd wait until after school was done so that way i wouldn't have too much on my plate. but i think it'd be worth it. i dont hate insurance. i don't want it to be my life, but i could do it for a little while. it's something that makes sense, it's not theorhetical, its pretty clear cut. i like it. and the best part is not having to stand on my fucking feet all day like in retail.
paul is fantastic. things have been so fun with us lately. it's just laughing all the time, which is how i like it. when we talk i get to forget about all the madness going on in my life, all the drama, all the bullshit, and just get to feel beautiful and loved. it's good to have someone that loves you so much that they'd lay their life down for you. i'd never let him, i'd do it first for him.....
wedding wedding wedding- i haven't done to much by way of planning lately. i'm kind of stressed about the whole thing. we want to elope, plain and simple. but i need to put on the dog and pony show for my extended family. my mom is trying to remind me that i never talked of eloping before, that it's a new thing i'm thinking of, and that i've always wanted a big wedding. while that is true, i wanted the big to-do before i started getting a realistic picture of the cost and stress of the actual event. i keep looking up secluded wedding locales for just the couple and i fall in love with them. paul sent me this link to hawaiin weddings, pretty much all elopments, and we want to do it. but we're afraid we'll regret it. lol, it's funny, i'll be like complaining about how much i want to do it, and he'll be like "so lets do it!" and then i end up talking him out of it. it's stressful, it's silly, and we would love it either way. but i've def let my mom kind of take the wheel on the plans. she loves it.
delta g delta g, oh my my. inspiration, initiation, and anchor splash were all this weekend. thanks to the splash i have a KILLER sunburn on my back and shoulders. it's seriously so red it's almost purple. very VERY bad for a light skinned irish kid. so much fucking pain. lol. last night it took forever to find a position i could sleep in so that the pain was minimal, and i know i woke up in the same position this morning. talk about a neck ache. why do i do that? i always say i love getting burned cuz then it tans, but honestly, i'd think i'd rather be my pale self.
so yeah, things = good! and they're only going to get better. i have a very exciting few weeks coming up, and i have so much to do. but it's all worth it. in just a few short weeks i'll be graduating. i think the count is down to about 7 weeks. WOW. lol, how nice it'll be to not have to worry about papers and presentations and homework and studying! jealous? it's ok, you have every right to be. not like i've never been the one who wasn't graduating that semester!
hope all is well with you and yours. i think i'm going to see mine this weekend. a little mother/daughter time. i've been away too long, lol, well too long for me! i think i'm going to buy something, not sure. it's been SO long since i've bought anything fun like clothes or gadgets. i'm gonna do it damn it! lol
paul is fantastic. things have been so fun with us lately. it's just laughing all the time, which is how i like it. when we talk i get to forget about all the madness going on in my life, all the drama, all the bullshit, and just get to feel beautiful and loved. it's good to have someone that loves you so much that they'd lay their life down for you. i'd never let him, i'd do it first for him.....
wedding wedding wedding- i haven't done to much by way of planning lately. i'm kind of stressed about the whole thing. we want to elope, plain and simple. but i need to put on the dog and pony show for my extended family. my mom is trying to remind me that i never talked of eloping before, that it's a new thing i'm thinking of, and that i've always wanted a big wedding. while that is true, i wanted the big to-do before i started getting a realistic picture of the cost and stress of the actual event. i keep looking up secluded wedding locales for just the couple and i fall in love with them. paul sent me this link to hawaiin weddings, pretty much all elopments, and we want to do it. but we're afraid we'll regret it. lol, it's funny, i'll be like complaining about how much i want to do it, and he'll be like "so lets do it!" and then i end up talking him out of it. it's stressful, it's silly, and we would love it either way. but i've def let my mom kind of take the wheel on the plans. she loves it.
delta g delta g, oh my my. inspiration, initiation, and anchor splash were all this weekend. thanks to the splash i have a KILLER sunburn on my back and shoulders. it's seriously so red it's almost purple. very VERY bad for a light skinned irish kid. so much fucking pain. lol. last night it took forever to find a position i could sleep in so that the pain was minimal, and i know i woke up in the same position this morning. talk about a neck ache. why do i do that? i always say i love getting burned cuz then it tans, but honestly, i'd think i'd rather be my pale self.
so yeah, things = good! and they're only going to get better. i have a very exciting few weeks coming up, and i have so much to do. but it's all worth it. in just a few short weeks i'll be graduating. i think the count is down to about 7 weeks. WOW. lol, how nice it'll be to not have to worry about papers and presentations and homework and studying! jealous? it's ok, you have every right to be. not like i've never been the one who wasn't graduating that semester!
hope all is well with you and yours. i think i'm going to see mine this weekend. a little mother/daughter time. i've been away too long, lol, well too long for me! i think i'm going to buy something, not sure. it's been SO long since i've bought anything fun like clothes or gadgets. i'm gonna do it damn it! lol