im so urrg i dunno
ive had enough only no not aloud to say that why does everything i do and how i feel just make ppl wanna hurt me more? i just wanna go get in my bed and stay there for as long as i possibly can. i mean even the one person i trust with everything and care about has turned on me now and taht kinda hurts more i no he dont wanna listen but when i say forget it please do.just punching more holes in my happiness aint gonna help me feel good.i mean listening to my dad say he's gonna leave and walk out the door not knowing if he's serious or not then getting someone i care about saying my feelings dont matter because everyone has it. well i thought we r all ment to be individuals well thats a fucking laugh if everyone has it then feelings dont matter do they. anyway ive had enough of writing this now so im gonna go.