Sep 30, 2010 17:08
Wow, I can't believe my old site is still active. I can't believe some of the stuff I was going through back then is still kinda a mess today! Life is a funny thing, isn't it?
Today is a new start for me. Ready to make a change. I don't know exactly how, what, where, but I know I need to. Still haven't found our baby... My heart is just waiting... Day at a time. Have faith... Have patience... My brain knows it, but apparently my heart doesn't get the message!
Anyone out there know someone looking for a wonderful home for their baby? Anyone know someone who just wants to find a couple who will love their baby and love them? I know our baby is out there somewhere- I never guessed we would be looking for so very long. I'm reaching out... Anyone have a sister or cousin or friend? The agency tells us to advertise but it makes me feel so silly... and so cold. I just want to be part of a situation where they are our answered prayer, and in turn we are also theirs.
I know God is good. He has always been good to me and very loving... I'm asking for a miracle.