Apr 11, 2011 18:28
I should have meditated this morning. Seriously I am thisclose to getting this broad into UFC choke hold if only to stop the shrill bullhorning NOISE escaping her mouth. I. Miss. My. Old co-worker Jared soooo much today. Since the she-beast has returned, I've felt very self-congradulatory towards myself. I haven't collapsed into a blinding rage, no tantrums no (major) ranting. I've been wearing this tiny little Mona Lisa smile, even when other staff have come forward and spilled what she says about me and my work habits when I'm not around. MMMMmmmm? Really? Huh.
Today, I would love to just turn around and say: "Shut. Up. You hateful person. You are so blind to the goodness in your life, that no one here likes you."
Cruel? Maybe. But I truly haven't met anyone who was happy that she is back.
I just need to yoga myself into a tolerant enough state to make it to September.
yoga,
frustration,
annoyed,
work