AGAIN?!

[namaste27]

Saturday was my appt. at the college, and Harlen was very sweet and drove me. So I get there, and THERE IS NO ONE THERE. Seriously. Not kidding. Really? I am dissapoint. But I'm not bawling like I was last time. Last time I cried because I was very dissapointed, but I was also VERY afraid, that I would just slip into my usual apathetic mind set, and not try again. This time I just feel more determined. Frustrated, but determined. It's a new feeling, and I like it. It has weight to it like an iron marble in my palm. And I'm NOT letting go. This will happen. I will make it happen.

Then we went for a walk in the mall (Yes the college is in a crazy building attached to a MALL


Yes, crazy?
I decided to eat my sadness and we went Beard Papa's and got cream puffs http://beardpapascanada.com/   They are really the best cream puffs in the universe. subsequently I felt much better.