FUUCK!!!!!
So today i decided to do a full fast with a mate of mine and only have my diet drink at night and well things did not work out so well, by the time 6pm rocked around i was so weak i could not move out my bed, i was shaking, nauseous, and getting hot and cold flushes. I quickly had the drink because i assumed my blood sugar must have hit rock bottom and a nibble of a krispy kreme donought and boy did i regret it. The minute i finished chewing quarter of the donought i threw up everything juice included. I felt like i wanted to crawl out of my skin and my stomach would not stop rebelling. So i headed outside with a bottle of hot water to drink and sat out in the fresh cold air for an hour and my tummy finally settled but by then my family had picked up on the fact i was not doing so well. So off they headed to the nearest fast food joint and grabbed some fries with chicken and sat down to supervise me eat them. It was utter torture, my stomach feels like its being filled with a soccer ball, my diet is fucked, and i just feel full, bloated and completely disgusted with my body *sob*. So i've drank nearly 1 litre of the senna tea and hopefully that will get all the rubbish outta my tummy and tomorrow am definitely having the salt drink. Fuck am pissed off, my traitorous body really let me down today but i have learnt a harsh lesson, a full fast with no food but just the drink is a big no no for me. But disappointed or not i shall find a way around this cause there is no way am letting this stupid fat body let me down, i have come way to far for that to happen *goes back to plotting*