one of the people I've met along the way

Nov 13, 2007 16:50

nal

It so happened that we talked again after a long,long time. I was first approached and since I haven't heard anything from him for such a long time I didn't hesitate to response I still wants to hear something bout him, anyway ;-) and to my surprised he asked me favor, he wants me to listen to this song "forevermore by paul bennett" He said he's not more of oldies song but he like that song very much.  Anyway, He's will is my command and thought to post the lyrics here:

Please hear me out my friend
I've something to say that's from within
Its a last memory
I'm trying to get back I'll have you see
All of those night we shared
All of those days you were there

I just wanna love you forevermore
And i wanna hold you just like before
And maybe someday, we might just find a way
And we can love forevermore (yeah....)

If I could turn the time
I would have never let you go
And you would still be mine
And I won't be crying all alone
All of the love weve shared
All of the time you were there...

I just wanna love you forevermore
And I wanna hold you just like before
And maybe someday, we might just find a way
And we can love forevermore

oh I'm lost without you\
I'm lonely manI need you again...

Sigh**

Also, he asked me to go out and eat somewhere at metro market market just the way we always did before. He even kidded me to treat him because my birthday is coming soon. hearing things 'bout him makes me smile but that's all I don't want to see him again I am happy with my life now. I still remember him but I don't remember the feelings anymore. I still remember the pain he and "love" caused me but I almost forgot the memories we made together the laughter and even the good places we've been it almost slipped away from my memories except one thing, the day he told me "You will never ever find someone like me who will love you way I did." I was wondering if that is the reason why up to now I don't have special someone? ha3x kidding. 
He told me nobody will love me the way he did and now he wants me to listen to that song!? He wants to see me and to make friends with me again?! but how could we be friends if I bore so much pain because of his game? How shall I smile infront of the person who caused me river of tears?  How shall I greet him again if one time I lost confidence because of him?
How could I give him another space in my heart if it was once broken because of him?
:-)

"He doesn't have anymore space in here he's just a part of my unwanted memories" Just someone I should be thankful for, for giving me reasons and strength to move on and go back to the most important things and people I left behind realizing those are the only things that could make me happy not him.

It can be that he's right, Nobody like him will love me the way he does anyway, Im not beautiful, intelligent nor rich, things that he almost have but I have God, my family and friends and they are more than enough to make me happy and to make my life in this world worth living.

He asked me if He is the reason why Im still single or not going into any relationship, I smiled and told him if you are the reason then why I shouldn't go and meet you.
I am wishing you luck and happiness in life. May God bless you thanks and nice talking you.

anyway so much about him and anything about him. let that past buried itself :-)

I remember monique gave me 3 candies last night. she said "these candies are for my best tutor" so I said really? then I picked one and told her "since this is mine now I will give this to my most brilliant student and here this is yours" she smiled as I handed her the candy. She is so sweet I really like sweet people maybe because Im very very  sweet too, according to my parents only he3x

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