Is it 2014 yet
Happy new year everyone!
2013 didn't start well and didn't end well.There were some great moments, the trip to Russia tops that list, but overall it wasn't a great year.Ever since 2012 things go downhill and I'm still wondering when it will go up.My patience ran out and I'm the most pessimistic I've ever been.
During this period I managed to get distracted with fandoms, be more open about my feelings to people around me (having long conversations with my sister and bff helped), get estranged from my family except my sister and my cousin, lose weight and gain weight, dealed with my anxiety and psoriasis, dyed my hair, accepted that my plans don't work so I stopped making them and many other things.
So I'm starting this year with no resolutions and hoping that I won't be disappointed once again. I'm back to going with the wind. It may not be the best for me but right now it's the only thing that can work. I'll appreciate the small moments of everyday life and try my best to everything.
2013 didn't start well and didn't end well.There were some great moments, the trip to Russia tops that list, but overall it wasn't a great year.Ever since 2012 things go downhill and I'm still wondering when it will go up.My patience ran out and I'm the most pessimistic I've ever been.
During this period I managed to get distracted with fandoms, be more open about my feelings to people around me (having long conversations with my sister and bff helped), get estranged from my family except my sister and my cousin, lose weight and gain weight, dealed with my anxiety and psoriasis, dyed my hair, accepted that my plans don't work so I stopped making them and many other things.
So I'm starting this year with no resolutions and hoping that I won't be disappointed once again. I'm back to going with the wind. It may not be the best for me but right now it's the only thing that can work. I'll appreciate the small moments of everyday life and try my best to everything.