Deja
Vu. I think it's a lot easier to experience deja vu when life stays the same. Not entirely the same, that would just bring about thoughts that what you're doing is boring and wrong and should change. But when there's just enough difference in life to keep it almost mildly interesting, deja vu hits hardest. Just now I saw an ad on a website that triggered the feeling that I've been here and done exactly what I've done before. The thing is, I've done what I'm doing now for the majority of the past two and a half years. Without the minor changes in my life that I claim to hate, I'd just be bitching about how every day is exactly the same. Instead I'm bitching about deja vu. INSTEAD OF BITCHING ABOUT HOW EVERYDAY IS THE SAME, IM TALKING INSTEAD ABOUT HOW MY BRAIN IS TRICKING ME INTO THINKING THAT IM LIVING THE SAME DAY OVER AGAIN. Are they different? I'd really like to know. I'm not in much of a state to think clearly, as I've just demonstrated.
Weevils.
Weevils.