Every last thing missing.
Everything... your life, your secrets, your hobbies and passions gone in a flash.
All of this because your computer is a piece of shit and decided it was over you
and thought it was a good idea to seize up so your entire hard drive is gone.
Gone. Deleted. Never to be seen again.
The worst part of this is that I don't even know if my second hard drive is salvageable.
And EVEN worse (yeah I didn't think it could be worse but it can) is that my pictures, all my pictures: magazine scans, live photos, rare photos, every freaking picture is GONE!!!
I am so angry, pissed, sad, depressed, furious right now I could scream and cry.
I'm shaking as I'm typing on my mother's laptop.
My 3GB of GazettE pictures are all gone. I'm in denial and disbelief right now.
I never thought of myself as particularly materialistic but now I know otherwise....
So with that said I'm going to go and drown my emotions in the angst and anguish of girugamesh and Dir en grey (amongst other aggressive depressing rock). Bai bai.
...maybe I'll shave my head and go live with Buddhist monks....
All of this because your computer is a piece of shit and decided it was over you
and thought it was a good idea to seize up so your entire hard drive is gone.
Gone. Deleted. Never to be seen again.
The worst part of this is that I don't even know if my second hard drive is salvageable.
And EVEN worse (yeah I didn't think it could be worse but it can) is that my pictures, all my pictures: magazine scans, live photos, rare photos, every freaking picture is GONE!!!
I am so angry, pissed, sad, depressed, furious right now I could scream and cry.
I'm shaking as I'm typing on my mother's laptop.
My 3GB of GazettE pictures are all gone. I'm in denial and disbelief right now.
I never thought of myself as particularly materialistic but now I know otherwise....
So with that said I'm going to go and drown my emotions in the angst and anguish of girugamesh and Dir en grey (amongst other aggressive depressing rock). Bai bai.
...maybe I'll shave my head and go live with Buddhist monks....