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I LOVE STORMS!! I know I sound crazy(or so I have been told) but I love fallin asleep to steady rain and the wind. Weird I know, but they way my week has been going-- a storm like this is much needed. I am still extremely stressed. School is getting to me- I have got to get more focused and AP chem was a much needed start. Mr. Jefferson wasn't even in the room today and I did the chapter questions and understood them. I actually wanted to do work and that feeling carried over to home. WOW! This is a good change.. I hope. Anyways... Practice was extremely hard. I understand one person doesn't make a team, but the whole dynamics of the routine seemed to have changed. I guess everyones' spirits are kidna dampered, but we gotta move on. We only have 1 practice left and a run through friday. AHH! I don't feel at all ready and I am scared to death! O well- you live and you learn. This was meant to happen and what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. My night has been alright.. came home to find my great grandma(the worlds greatest cook) made hamburgers fried in a skillet for us. My mom went down today and she sent them home for us! AMAZING! Watched the biggest loser(love it) and the CMAs and talked to Will. Now I think I am going do a devotional and head to bed... nothing sounds better!