Labotomy and me.

Nov 29, 2005 07:50

Oh wondrous technological advances, how you vex me so.

Back when phones, and Internet didn't exist.. it must have been so easy to get away with being out of contact with people for a while.

I've been called a social recluse before, and while that is not completely fact.. it does have some ring of truth occasionally. I am very narrow sighted, a fault to which I readily admit, and I suffer greatly from 'Out of sight, out of mind" syndrom. This often leads to lengthy silences and absences from social circles, or friendships because I get bogged down by work and random projects and forget to come up for air.

On top of that, my memory is shit. I mean, I will be perfectly blunt with you- 'shit'. Its bad enough that I forget to eat almost every day... if not for Jaime's occasional meals, I would likely go days without food, and have in the past. I forget to sleep, only remembering that "Ahh.. crap.. I'm exausted" moments before I have to be somewhere because it reminds me. On days that I do not work, or have no responsibilities.... well.. I could be up for days.

This is all written, as a warmup to an appology. Long winded, eh?

Just wanted to appologise to all of you out there whom I forget to call, e-mail, contact, visit... I love you all- I just can't see the forest for the trees. Been alot of incidents of late, such as with April.. of people I've promised to contact and failed to do so. When I finally run into these people, I'm content to talk for hours, hang out for longer.. but I suck at remembering to make that first important step of communication.

So, in summery.. love you all.. but if you want to hang out, or talk, or anything- don't wait on me to contact you. Not trying to be cold, or egotistical... just explaining that again, my memory is shit.

-Shit-

Thank you.

~Me
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