I'm fine now
Ok I'm done breaking down, but I have still given up because I just know that I have still been worn thin mentallyand emothionaly by this. I don't have any faith in myself any more because I don't think it is a problem with them that is the reason they won't talk to me, but it must be something wrong with me and that got to be the same reason that nobody listens to me ever. Maybe I 'm not fit to be in a relationship at all. I love Emily with all my heart, but I think that she deserves better than me. She says that I am perfect, but I just think that she loves me to much to tell me if I'm doing stuff wrong. I think that I've cause more bad things for her than good. I feel like I'm just making things harder for her. I don't know what to do I just too damn stupid I guess. I love Emily more than life itself,but because of that I just want her to be as happy as I can no matter what that means....I need to think I'll see ya'll later.