(no subject)
I survived.
In spite of everything you tried. In spite of broken friendships and broken trust, in spite of being driven to the edge and off it by people I once had faith in, in spite of hospitalizations and suicide attempts and cancer and surgery and misery and pain and suffering, I survived. In spite of scars that will never fade, I am walking again. It hurts and it's assisted but I am walking. I am still dying but until I am dead I am still alive.
I win, you bastards.
I win.
And you will never be able to take that from me, like you took everything else I loved.
In spite of everything you tried. In spite of broken friendships and broken trust, in spite of being driven to the edge and off it by people I once had faith in, in spite of hospitalizations and suicide attempts and cancer and surgery and misery and pain and suffering, I survived. In spite of scars that will never fade, I am walking again. It hurts and it's assisted but I am walking. I am still dying but until I am dead I am still alive.
I win, you bastards.
I win.
And you will never be able to take that from me, like you took everything else I loved.