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You know.
You'd think I'd be mature and self-confident enough that shit like this wouldn't bother me, but. Apparently it does.
*corner*
edit: Since I don't feel like retyping all this every time someone IMs me:
GrannyPinako (6:11:16 PM): I've spent the last TWO YEARS working on turning her into a person, and I thought she was really good
GrannyPinako (6:11:16 PM): but
GrannyPinako (6:11:17 PM): you know
GrannyPinako (6:11:22 PM): everyone that tells me that are my friends
GrannyPinako (6:11:23 PM): so
GrannyPinako (6:11:25 PM): they're biased
GrannyPinako (6:11:27 PM): you know?
GrannyPinako (6:11:45 PM): I shouldn't let it get to me. I've put too much of myself in her.
GrannyPinako (6:11:57 PM): I keep going back and refreshing the damn thing I'm such a fucking masochist
GrannyPinako (6:12:35 PM): This is post #2, on the first it was mentioned in like three separate threads how crappy she is
GrannyPinako (6:12:38 PM): It's not concrit
GrannyPinako (6:12:40 PM): It's just bashing
GrannyPinako (6:12:55 PM): If they said "if she did ___ it would improve her IC-ness" that would be concrit
GrannyPinako (6:14:40 PM): I assume they're Brawlstalkers
GrannyPinako (6:14:44 PM): As opposed to players
GrannyPinako (6:14:46 PM): I don't know for sure
GrannyPinako (6:14:47 PM): But
GrannyPinako (6:14:52 PM): benefit of the doubt, right
GrannyPinako (6:14:53 PM): I mean
GrannyPinako (6:14:58 PM): they don't know what's going on
GrannyPinako (6:15:10 PM): I didn't just do random crap with her for shits and giggles
GrannyPinako (6:15:12 PM): I had reasons
GrannyPinako (6:15:17 PM): and they don't know what they are
GrannyPinako (6:15:27 PM): and it doesn't exactly help that I have nobody else from my fandom
GrannyPinako (6:15:28 PM): at all
GrannyPinako (6:15:36 PM): I'm the only HP character left
GrannyPinako (6:16:01 PM): doesn't exactly leave me a lot to work with
GrannyPinako (6:16:45 PM): but still
GrannyPinako (6:16:47 PM): you know
GrannyPinako (6:16:53 PM): I keep sitting here thinking about it
GrannyPinako (6:16:53 PM): and
GrannyPinako (6:17:04 PM): all the people who have told me she's good are people who are already my friends
GrannyPinako (6:17:31 PM): how do I know they're not just biased?
GrannyPinako (6:17:36 PM): AND WHY THE FUCK IS IT BOTHERING ME SO MUCH
You'd think I'd be mature and self-confident enough that shit like this wouldn't bother me, but. Apparently it does.
*corner*
edit: Since I don't feel like retyping all this every time someone IMs me:
GrannyPinako (6:11:16 PM): I've spent the last TWO YEARS working on turning her into a person, and I thought she was really good
GrannyPinako (6:11:16 PM): but
GrannyPinako (6:11:17 PM): you know
GrannyPinako (6:11:22 PM): everyone that tells me that are my friends
GrannyPinako (6:11:23 PM): so
GrannyPinako (6:11:25 PM): they're biased
GrannyPinako (6:11:27 PM): you know?
GrannyPinako (6:11:45 PM): I shouldn't let it get to me. I've put too much of myself in her.
GrannyPinako (6:11:57 PM): I keep going back and refreshing the damn thing I'm such a fucking masochist
GrannyPinako (6:12:35 PM): This is post #2, on the first it was mentioned in like three separate threads how crappy she is
GrannyPinako (6:12:38 PM): It's not concrit
GrannyPinako (6:12:40 PM): It's just bashing
GrannyPinako (6:12:55 PM): If they said "if she did ___ it would improve her IC-ness" that would be concrit
GrannyPinako (6:14:40 PM): I assume they're Brawlstalkers
GrannyPinako (6:14:44 PM): As opposed to players
GrannyPinako (6:14:46 PM): I don't know for sure
GrannyPinako (6:14:47 PM): But
GrannyPinako (6:14:52 PM): benefit of the doubt, right
GrannyPinako (6:14:53 PM): I mean
GrannyPinako (6:14:58 PM): they don't know what's going on
GrannyPinako (6:15:10 PM): I didn't just do random crap with her for shits and giggles
GrannyPinako (6:15:12 PM): I had reasons
GrannyPinako (6:15:17 PM): and they don't know what they are
GrannyPinako (6:15:27 PM): and it doesn't exactly help that I have nobody else from my fandom
GrannyPinako (6:15:28 PM): at all
GrannyPinako (6:15:36 PM): I'm the only HP character left
GrannyPinako (6:16:01 PM): doesn't exactly leave me a lot to work with
GrannyPinako (6:16:45 PM): but still
GrannyPinako (6:16:47 PM): you know
GrannyPinako (6:16:53 PM): I keep sitting here thinking about it
GrannyPinako (6:16:53 PM): and
GrannyPinako (6:17:04 PM): all the people who have told me she's good are people who are already my friends
GrannyPinako (6:17:31 PM): how do I know they're not just biased?
GrannyPinako (6:17:36 PM): AND WHY THE FUCK IS IT BOTHERING ME SO MUCH