Merry Christmas, I could care less.
No seriously, I am not the biggest fan of this season.
Nearly my entire family is here. Nearly, not all. Only my dad's side, and my mom's mom(Gramma) and my mom's cousin(Eleanor[Prononounced Elle-ian-or]) and that's it. But on my dad's side...well...lets see.
Grandma, nearly all his sisters(he has 5, 4 are coming I think), all their kids, his uncle, all his kids(7), and...
Fuck.
It's a lot of people.
Most of them I have NEVER met...
I'm worried they wont like me because most of my family is liberal and conservative and they hate gay people and they hate different people and they hate fat people(like me....well...I'm chubby).
So I'm not in the best of moods. Frankly, I want to sit outside with my dog and just talk to her all day. But it's cold. And I have to help my mom with cooking and flower arranging. Holy shit, I forgot, my MOM.
She's going INSANE. She hates that only my dad's family is coming. And most of them haven't even called to ask if she needs help. Which she does. She needs LOTS of help. Mental, physical, you name it.
I don't even like the present getting part of this season. I can't act surprised for my life, and I know all my gifts. ALL of them. I bought all of them with my mom. I know what my aunts are going to get me, either clothes/gift cards/jewelery. So there you go. No surprise. Right after I open my presents I'm taking all the CD's I get and running to my car and going to Starbucks. I swear they are open, and if not, I'll just be parked outside and I'll be listening to Fall Out Boy and Panic! At the disco and Gym Class Heroes and Cute is what we aim for. I expect nothing less.
My brothers are as bored as I am with this season.
They are so young though. It's sad. I love them. It's adorable that the youngest, Justin, is so for gay rights, just like me. He's got longish hair and he's literally the new Brendon Urie. He has his lips, his eyes, and oh my GOD my brother is so CUTE.
The older one is 14, the younger one is 12, and I'm 16. All even numbers, awesome huh? The older one is Jimmy, he's a gamer. Like, major gamer. He's obsessed with HALO 3! He's playing right now. Justin is watching Christmas specials. Rana(me) is watching the computer screen and ranting. RANTING!
I hope the cream puff tree me and mom made isn't all falling apart. We put love into that. Ugh.
So about all the stupidity of Pashlee, I mean SERIOUSLY, spending Christmas with HER family? Her insulting dad, and...please tell me Jessica's not there... I love you Pete, but really, you could have sat at your place with her and eaten some cheap foods and watched Christmas specials and had lazy couch sex. HOW AWESOME WOULD THAT BE? I'd do that with my girlfriend(if you haven't realized yet I'm bisexual).
I have a feeling I wrote too much.
Blah.
PatrickxPete should happen, that'll REALLY suprise me. It should be my Christmas present.
I've been listening to Yule Shoot Your Eye Out and GINASFS and lots of The Academy Is...
Nearly my entire family is here. Nearly, not all. Only my dad's side, and my mom's mom(Gramma) and my mom's cousin(Eleanor[Prononounced Elle-ian-or]) and that's it. But on my dad's side...well...lets see.
Grandma, nearly all his sisters(he has 5, 4 are coming I think), all their kids, his uncle, all his kids(7), and...
Fuck.
It's a lot of people.
Most of them I have NEVER met...
I'm worried they wont like me because most of my family is liberal and conservative and they hate gay people and they hate different people and they hate fat people(like me....well...I'm chubby).
So I'm not in the best of moods. Frankly, I want to sit outside with my dog and just talk to her all day. But it's cold. And I have to help my mom with cooking and flower arranging. Holy shit, I forgot, my MOM.
She's going INSANE. She hates that only my dad's family is coming. And most of them haven't even called to ask if she needs help. Which she does. She needs LOTS of help. Mental, physical, you name it.
I don't even like the present getting part of this season. I can't act surprised for my life, and I know all my gifts. ALL of them. I bought all of them with my mom. I know what my aunts are going to get me, either clothes/gift cards/jewelery. So there you go. No surprise. Right after I open my presents I'm taking all the CD's I get and running to my car and going to Starbucks. I swear they are open, and if not, I'll just be parked outside and I'll be listening to Fall Out Boy and Panic! At the disco and Gym Class Heroes and Cute is what we aim for. I expect nothing less.
My brothers are as bored as I am with this season.
They are so young though. It's sad. I love them. It's adorable that the youngest, Justin, is so for gay rights, just like me. He's got longish hair and he's literally the new Brendon Urie. He has his lips, his eyes, and oh my GOD my brother is so CUTE.
The older one is 14, the younger one is 12, and I'm 16. All even numbers, awesome huh? The older one is Jimmy, he's a gamer. Like, major gamer. He's obsessed with HALO 3! He's playing right now. Justin is watching Christmas specials. Rana(me) is watching the computer screen and ranting. RANTING!
I hope the cream puff tree me and mom made isn't all falling apart. We put love into that. Ugh.
So about all the stupidity of Pashlee, I mean SERIOUSLY, spending Christmas with HER family? Her insulting dad, and...please tell me Jessica's not there... I love you Pete, but really, you could have sat at your place with her and eaten some cheap foods and watched Christmas specials and had lazy couch sex. HOW AWESOME WOULD THAT BE? I'd do that with my girlfriend(if you haven't realized yet I'm bisexual).
I have a feeling I wrote too much.
Blah.
PatrickxPete should happen, that'll REALLY suprise me. It should be my Christmas present.
I've been listening to Yule Shoot Your Eye Out and GINASFS and lots of The Academy Is...