Feb 22, 2011 06:24
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I really don't. I should not get this fucking upset over not being able to say no to going into work today that I turn into a fucking crying mess and go into fucking hysterics over it and worry about my grandfather hearing it upstairs nad I just really don't want to go iun and I just want to know why the fuck I'm freaking the helpl out at this and what the hell is wrong with me because this can't be normalp and I just fucking
I just wanbt to break somethiong or know why I'
m brokewn and I want to stop causing so much fuckoing troublpe an d I want to stop cryioun and "I nbeedc top just shnujt u-[p
something has to be the fuck wrong with me
why can't I just say fucking no?.!?.!?!???!!