Runes
I think my runes are way to accurate for my good. About a week or so ago I pulled one at random. It was the rune for travelling. My heart sank.
Tonight I was feeling kinda glum and blah. Collier and I are doing alright, but we just haven't been talking much at all. Even starting to keep separate bedtimes. This worries me. So out come the runes.
1:Money, 2: new beginnings, 3:relationships, 4: stagnation, 5: gift, 6: painful even/introspection, 7: jquest/pilgrimmage, 8:confrontation of fears/turning point, 9:success/reward/bliss, 10: is one i've taken to symbolize the Huntress and often comes up for 'me'
Part of it is a review.
I came into some money and am still waiting for another $200 to show from my taxes. The new beginnings and relationship one are roughly tied together. The stagnation has already begun. What I see is that I will have a chance to move forward, it will come along (or may have already) and something painful will come of it. But for that, the runes point me in this direction. Fine and dandy, right? Yay, I guess I was never meant to settle down after all.
So I glanced over and the three fortunes from my chinese food cookies earlier caught my eye.
1) First think of what you want to do; then do what you have to. (find the right mate, settle down, have a family, be happy for once. Selfish, I know, but damnit...)
2) You will be spending time outdoors, in the mountains, near water (mildly creepy, was just talking yesterday about maybe taking a jaunt down to Tenessee if I can get the money together - I have 2 friend sthere, and one has a martial arts tourney I'm dying to go and watch.)
3) You have a yearning for perfection. (that's it, right there. What I want (see fortune 1) is to find my mate, and I'm supposed to think about what I have t do to find it. it wouldn't be so bad, but this is backed by the runes I've carried for four years now, and they have never, ever been wrong. Not once. When I went against them, bad thing shappened. Seriously)
What the hell am I supposed to make of this?
Fucking damnit.
Tonight I was feeling kinda glum and blah. Collier and I are doing alright, but we just haven't been talking much at all. Even starting to keep separate bedtimes. This worries me. So out come the runes.
1:Money, 2: new beginnings, 3:relationships, 4: stagnation, 5: gift, 6: painful even/introspection, 7: jquest/pilgrimmage, 8:confrontation of fears/turning point, 9:success/reward/bliss, 10: is one i've taken to symbolize the Huntress and often comes up for 'me'
Part of it is a review.
I came into some money and am still waiting for another $200 to show from my taxes. The new beginnings and relationship one are roughly tied together. The stagnation has already begun. What I see is that I will have a chance to move forward, it will come along (or may have already) and something painful will come of it. But for that, the runes point me in this direction. Fine and dandy, right? Yay, I guess I was never meant to settle down after all.
So I glanced over and the three fortunes from my chinese food cookies earlier caught my eye.
1) First think of what you want to do; then do what you have to. (find the right mate, settle down, have a family, be happy for once. Selfish, I know, but damnit...)
2) You will be spending time outdoors, in the mountains, near water (mildly creepy, was just talking yesterday about maybe taking a jaunt down to Tenessee if I can get the money together - I have 2 friend sthere, and one has a martial arts tourney I'm dying to go and watch.)
3) You have a yearning for perfection. (that's it, right there. What I want (see fortune 1) is to find my mate, and I'm supposed to think about what I have t do to find it. it wouldn't be so bad, but this is backed by the runes I've carried for four years now, and they have never, ever been wrong. Not once. When I went against them, bad thing shappened. Seriously)
What the hell am I supposed to make of this?
Fucking damnit.