Yet another dream..
This dream was different. It was bittersweet goodbye. I helped you move. The whole time i tried to talk with you about my feelings and you made it clear that there will never be a "us" again. You have moved on. I still continued to hwlp you move. Why i have no idea. So i guess my subconscience needs to let you go. When i woke i felt like my heart was broken but there was a sense of closure from you moving on and basically telling me so. Honestly i wish i could just talk with you and get real closure. But since it seems thatll never happen again i have to protect my happiness and my now 2 year old's by making sure her mum is a happy one and not one pining over her first love. So i guess this is goodbye.
You know what sucks. Wishing your life had taken a different course. Kinda feel like because my heart issue. The last few years have been so hard, like fearing death daily is no fun when youre a new momma. Basically, I've already had my mid life crisis...lol.life is too short live in agony and pain. So be free, follow your heart and never take friend, family for granted. People will come and people will stay. If they dont want you in their life or treat you subpar, walk. Your inner peace is more than they could ever give. Keep your dreams real, lest they become regrets. Don't think you have tomorrow to start what you could today. Life is fragile and the road is not pretty. So what i say to you is be happy. Make memories, adventures or whatever. Just have it be meaningful. Just have it be true to your heart. Listen, life is short. Yesterday is history, tommorrow is a mystery and today is a gift. Thats why it called the present.
If we never speak again know i will always be happy for your happiness. Even if i wish i could have been part of it. Peace love and yummy food. :)
You know what sucks. Wishing your life had taken a different course. Kinda feel like because my heart issue. The last few years have been so hard, like fearing death daily is no fun when youre a new momma. Basically, I've already had my mid life crisis...lol.life is too short live in agony and pain. So be free, follow your heart and never take friend, family for granted. People will come and people will stay. If they dont want you in their life or treat you subpar, walk. Your inner peace is more than they could ever give. Keep your dreams real, lest they become regrets. Don't think you have tomorrow to start what you could today. Life is fragile and the road is not pretty. So what i say to you is be happy. Make memories, adventures or whatever. Just have it be meaningful. Just have it be true to your heart. Listen, life is short. Yesterday is history, tommorrow is a mystery and today is a gift. Thats why it called the present.
If we never speak again know i will always be happy for your happiness. Even if i wish i could have been part of it. Peace love and yummy food. :)