There are too many pieces to pick up.
...It's still where I left it I see.
( Life isn't all they said it was going to be. But I guess I always knew that. )
( Life isn't all they said it was going to be. But I guess I always knew that. )
Thank you for your advice and sharing your hard-learned facts with me.
You are going to be a great shrink (haha, I said shrink =)), and when you're sitting on your yacht sending me p0rn, it's going to make me so incredibly happy in all the right ways.
Unrequited love stings like a nick to the heart that doesn't seem like it'll ever heal properly, but you're right... moving on is what must be done.
I'm going to go back through these comments when I can think and respond and just talk back at you with a clear head, because I know you listen as well as you speak. (That's a compliment. ^_~) And this helps because I think you're right... I think I just need to get it all out and that's not really in my nature. I have just a terrible habit of feeling one way and acting another way for others. I keep it in, I'm the 'go with the flow', 'always relaxed, never upset' sort of friend to others... and I would feel like I'm disappointing them with letting them hear that I have "drama" too, even though I hide it well. Thanks for letting me out... because it's rather lonely in here.
*clings to you completely and utterly*
And you are not rambly... all your words come out because you have something to say that you know will mean something to someone. When someone responds the way you do, you know they were listening... And I'm really glad that someone was me right here and now.
Thank you for holding my hand. I just need space to think. Space to breathe. Space to find me again, I guess... but what you have to say turns the light on for the search.
We are going to get together one day in real life. Mark my words. We're going to hang out, talk shit, talk pr0n, eat really good food, spot hot girls and guys, paint each other's nails and then turn right around and play baseball on an empty field because we know we can be all the players, take in a movie or shop for high-tech shit that we don't need but love and maybe just fucking go to Mexico or Canada or fucking Japan (their gadgets are the best) just because we damn well feel like going.
I feel like I know you and want to know more. Keep learning more.
I love Monaboyd, I love fandom in general, for letting me find you. You are a gorgeous, wondrous, indescribable person and if I weren't so in love with my liebling I'd move to your state and make you love me.
"I love you truly, baby. And that's no lie."
*so much love for you*
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My head before reading that: \o/
My head after reading that: \O/
=D
&hearts&hearts&hearts&hearts&hearts&hearts&hearts&hearts&hearts
You are going to be a great shrink (haha, I said shrink =)), and when you're sitting on your yacht sending me p0rn, it's going to make me so incredibly happy in all the right ways.
I will not! be sending you pr0n whilst lazying about on my yacht! The nerve! I will be ordering us another bottle of Champagne and reading pr0n with you =) <3!
and I would feel like I'm disappointing them with letting them hear that I have "drama" too, even though I hide it well
Allow me to quote Linkin Park here and say:
Even the people who never frown eventually break down.
I would hope that when you confess to your friends that they will offer you a shoulder to lean on instead of shunning you. If they do shun you, send them my way and I'll fit them for some cement shoes. *wink* =)
*CLINGS BACK TIMES TEN MILLION* =D
Thank you for holding my hand. I just need space to think. Space to breathe. Space to find me again, I guess... but what you have to say turns the light on for the search.
I wasn't actually just holding your hand. I was actually attaching a tracking device to you for stalking purposes. >=D No problem =D
We are going to get together one day in real life. Mark my words. We're going to hang out, talk shit, talk pr0n, eat really good food, spot hot girls and guys, paint each other's nails and then turn right around and play baseball on an empty field because we know we can be all the players, take in a movie or shop for high-tech shit that we don't need but love and maybe just fucking go to Mexico or Canada or fucking Japan (their gadgets are the best) just because we damn well feel like going.
Fuck yeah we will! You're only about ... seven hours from me? What's the distance from VA to Jersey? Either way, we can meet half way and live it up =D
Mexico, Canada, Japan ... New Zealand where we can visit all the places that Dom and Billy shagged in. Well ... we might not be able to get enough time off for that. =D But we really should meet up someday =D I'd love to attackleglomps you in person. =D
*ATTACKLEGLOMPSQUISHIES*
I feel like I know you and want to know more. Keep learning more.
OMFG!!! *wipes tears* This whole thing makes me all misty but that just hit me for some reason.
*snuggles into you and then dances manically with you in shiny sparkly circles until we fall down*
MONABOYD! w00t! =D OTP 4 EVAR!!!
You are a gorgeous, wondrous, indescribable person and if I weren't so in love with my liebling I'd move to your state and make you love me.
"I love you truly, baby. And that's no lie."
*so much love for you*
*devises complicated plan to get you to Jersey to perform a memory wipe*
>=D
Complicated because Voldemort was my mentor. *winks evilly*
=D
<333333333333!
I just thought you should know that I'm posting illegally from my local university. \O/ \O/ =D Evilly posting = love. No, really. It does. We learned about it in Maths today =D =D =D
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*crams your head into an incredibly small hat. ...points and laughs* Haha! =D!! <3<3<3
I will not! be sending you pr0n whilst lazying about on my yacht! The nerve! I will be ordering us another bottle of Champagne and reading pr0n with you =) <3!
I get to go on the Yacht of All Shrink-ness! Score!
Allow me to quote Linkin Park here and say:
Even the people who never frown eventually break down.
I would hope that when you confess to your friends that they will offer you a shoulder to lean on instead of shunning you. If they do shun you, send them my way and I'll fit them for some cement shoes. *wink* =)
*CLINGS BACK TIMES TEN MILLION* =D
You know... for someone who really doesn't dig Linkin Park, I am oddly comforted by that line... Thank you ever so. <3
And, while I'm not afraid of them shunning me, I still feel like it would be some unforgivable weakness... in my own eyes. So I think it's more a problem with me and not with them... they have more realistic expectations of myself than I do, I think. -_-;;
I wasn't actually just holding your hand. I was actually attaching a tracking device to you for stalking purposes. >=D No problem =D
Ooooh... so that's the tracking device I got zapped by in the shower that you didn't attach. That... makes sense. =D
Mexico, Canada, Japan ... New Zealand where we can visit all the places that Dom and Billy shagged in. Well ... we might not be able to get enough time off for that. =D But we really should meet up someday =D I'd love to attackleglomps you in person. =D
OMG! Dom and Billy Shagged-in Areas! EEEEEE!! Though, I also think that we, unfortunately, don't have enough time to travel the entire planet.
We should definitely meet up someday. I just have to remember which way is Jersey. ^_~
*HEARTSYOUEVERSO*
And if you bring Math anywhere near me I shall strike it dead with my Pointy Stick of Death-y Death-ness. BUT YAY FOR LOVING ILLEGAL POSTS!
...Our love is so CAPATILIZED. =D
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Oh no. You haven't seen my head. There's no such thing as cramming my head into a hat. It's HUGE! It barely fits any "fitted" hat. I'm convinced that they make "fitted" hats just so those of us with big heads can feel bad =(
*smites all "fitted" hats*
My head after reading that: \O/
*crams your head into an incredibly small hat. ...points and laughs* Haha! =D!! <3<3<3
I will not! be sending you pr0n whilst lazying about on my yacht! The nerve! I will be ordering us another bottle of Champagne and reading pr0n with you =) <3!
I get to go on the Yacht of All Shrink-ness! Score!
Allow me to quote Linkin Park here and say:
Even the people who never frown eventually break down.
I would hope that when you confess to your friends that they will offer you a shoulder to lean on instead of shunning you. If they do shun you, send them my way and I'll fit them for some cement shoes. *wink* =)
*CLINGS BACK TIMES TEN MILLION* =D
You know... for someone who really doesn't dig Linkin Park, I am oddly comforted by that line... Thank you ever so. <3
And, while I'm not afraid of them shunning me, I still feel like it would be some unforgivable weakness... in my own eyes. So I think it's more a problem with me and not with them... they have more realistic expectations of myself than I do, I think. -_-;;
The harshest critic we will ever have is ourselves. *hugs*
I got zapped by in the shower that you didn't attach.
Hey. Don't blame me for that. If I've told you once, I've told you a million times - no plug-in vibrators in the shower!! I'm always so embarrassed when I have to drag you to the ER.
OMG! Dom and Billy Shagged-in Areas! EEEEEE!! Though, I also think that we, unfortunately, don't have enough time to travel the entire planet.
*SQUEEEEEEEEEEE*!!! It really is the entire planet! =D Hee! *squishies your Monaboyd-loving head* &hearts&hearts&hearts&hearts
Well. I suggest we wait until after I have my c.c. paid off. If everything goes according to plan, that will be in August of next year.
*is realllllllllllllllllllllly bad with money*
<33333!
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