I hope that I make a mark and stand strong even when I'm gone
Everyday I wake up and think about how I want to change my life. I want to be fun again but I just can't snap out of this. I want to go out and be adventurous again, but I seriously have trouble leaving my room to go down stairs and hang out with my friends. I want to make a difference, but I can’t make up my mind. I feel crazy all the time. I love my job, I am excited about school and finishing it and starting to teach, but I just want more out of life. I want to do things that actually matter and I know I will, I just need to take that first step and not look back.
Two new yo man go songs:
Keep having to tell myself that this is real, today is real
Just keep reminding me that this is real, each day is real
Got Thunderstorms up in my head
Each lightning bolt reminds me of something that I once said
But all I do now is complain, when I’m done I play video games
There’s nothing positive about that.
So my created characters look just like me, but I don’t feel like me
Or the person who I always thought I’d be
Its convenient that I’m scared of change
And a so-called revolutionary
It’s a catch 22 that keeps me idly safe
So maybe one day I will listen to you
When you storm into my room
And tear that 16 panel page from my hand
And you’ll say “Jordan this just ain’t you!
What have they done to you?!
This just ain’t you”
All I’ve said and all I’ve done
It don’t mean shit if this is something that I can’t overcome
But this depression’s got a hold of me
And even with my best friends, I feel so fucking lonely
Keep having to tell myself that this is real, today is real
Just keep reminding me that this is real, each day is real
Well I played their game and I guess they won
Because I fill every void in my life with consumerism
And this depression’s got a hold of me, I feel so lonely
This just ain’t me.
Healing Factor
Moving Forward, Finally we’re moving on
With two broken hearts we forged together a working one
Fuck our problems, within this grip there is solution
But the world is still so damn confusing
Like all my old friends, where are they today?
Did the real world vampire suck up all their energy?
So the man fucked with your head, well he fucked with mine too
He left us here broken and confused.
It makes me think of when we were young
They filled our minds with their religion
Sugarcoated myths, we were force fed god
Their salvation in flags is fucking fraud
We’ll never be saved
Unless we save ourselves (no matter what all bleeding stops)
Any pain you got, if you don’t get killed
The bleeding will stop and I promise you’ll heal
We’ll fucking heal like wolverine
I’ll be there for you, like you’ve always been there for me.
These are our walls, these are our arms, these are our hearts, these are our songs.
We’re healing ourselves (no matter what all bleeding stops)
ps. Chris sfetsios. call me again. I don't have your number it didn't save in my phone. I love and miss you.
Two new yo man go songs:
Keep having to tell myself that this is real, today is real
Just keep reminding me that this is real, each day is real
Got Thunderstorms up in my head
Each lightning bolt reminds me of something that I once said
But all I do now is complain, when I’m done I play video games
There’s nothing positive about that.
So my created characters look just like me, but I don’t feel like me
Or the person who I always thought I’d be
Its convenient that I’m scared of change
And a so-called revolutionary
It’s a catch 22 that keeps me idly safe
So maybe one day I will listen to you
When you storm into my room
And tear that 16 panel page from my hand
And you’ll say “Jordan this just ain’t you!
What have they done to you?!
This just ain’t you”
All I’ve said and all I’ve done
It don’t mean shit if this is something that I can’t overcome
But this depression’s got a hold of me
And even with my best friends, I feel so fucking lonely
Keep having to tell myself that this is real, today is real
Just keep reminding me that this is real, each day is real
Well I played their game and I guess they won
Because I fill every void in my life with consumerism
And this depression’s got a hold of me, I feel so lonely
This just ain’t me.
Healing Factor
Moving Forward, Finally we’re moving on
With two broken hearts we forged together a working one
Fuck our problems, within this grip there is solution
But the world is still so damn confusing
Like all my old friends, where are they today?
Did the real world vampire suck up all their energy?
So the man fucked with your head, well he fucked with mine too
He left us here broken and confused.
It makes me think of when we were young
They filled our minds with their religion
Sugarcoated myths, we were force fed god
Their salvation in flags is fucking fraud
We’ll never be saved
Unless we save ourselves (no matter what all bleeding stops)
Any pain you got, if you don’t get killed
The bleeding will stop and I promise you’ll heal
We’ll fucking heal like wolverine
I’ll be there for you, like you’ve always been there for me.
These are our walls, these are our arms, these are our hearts, these are our songs.
We’re healing ourselves (no matter what all bleeding stops)
ps. Chris sfetsios. call me again. I don't have your number it didn't save in my phone. I love and miss you.