Un Friend-ing Family
Most of you won't care about this.. so I'll LJ cut it. But my brother IS a jerk.
Pretty much he lives with my parents, takes advantage of their generosity, doesn't help out around the house, comes home at 4-5am, bitches about noise at 10am, isn't applying for jobs.. ect ect ect ect... and now has declared that he "fucking hates me too."
He will not be getting a gift from me this Christmas. I am keeping his gift card for myself.
I have been telling my parents for years to move him out.. pay for an apartment somewhere and get rid of him. Help him, but get him out so they don't have to deal with his attitude. His entry really bugs me. He degrades me to nothing by calling me names and has what to show? I have a career, dumbass. I might have had a place to live for a year but I applied for jobs during that time trying to fix my life. What do you do? You told dad the other day that you haven't submitted your application to St. Louis Police Department because they "accept applications all the time." (Edit - My brother has skipped physical testings for PDs after applying too..)
I choose to come home for Christmas because well, Mom and Dad and Melissa and Grandma and Grandpa sure make me feel welcome. I call my friends and make plans and they actually DO drop everything to see me. Hmm. maybe because they think I am worth dropping everything for? I don't ask them to drop everything -- I haven't asked them to give up Christmas with their family. Mom likes shopping with me.. even though I try to drive my car from the passenger seat and whine about the weather. Oh yea, and I took ALL the dogs out without being asked.
I sure am I glad that I have a worthless life back in Richmond Fucking Capital of VA to go back too. Whew!
I erased and banned him from my journal. I am working on banning him from my life. I am done with my brother. And I have never wanted to give him up on. But I guess 2009 will bring a lot of changes.
His reply to my entry calling him a "jerk." (because come on.. who hits a dog?)
i'm a jerk? here you go again. bashing someone on your livejournal because you're too cowardly to say something in person. that's fucking pathetic, you're just worthless too. just wait till that fucking mutt draws blood. the real question will be if you bury her here or take her back home to va to bury her. also, i'll fill you in on something. her charging dad and i is her trying to prove some dominance and make herself appear as the alpha dog. that isn't going to fly. and that grumpy old dog, in all her bitchiness, doesn't bite people as much as the fucking mutt. clearly, your words of direction aren't getting through to her because if they did, the first time dad yelled "no" would have been the last time needed dumbass.
and lets look at some facts too, dipshit. you went over a year after college without a job but got lucky that you had somewhere to live(the lake). if i had a place to be, i sure as fuck wouldn't be home for christmas waisting my time with a worthless piece of shit like you. also, my career isn't something that's easy to get into. off the top of my head i know 5 other friends who finished at the same time as me and still don't have a job yet either because the agencies are only hiring previously commissioned officers you stupid cunt. get your facts in order before you start pointing fingers.
finally, i don't like it when you come home. you're such an ungrateful bitch everytime and expect everyone to drop what their doing and kiss the ground you walk on. get your oversized head out of your ass. did you thank mel and i for tidying up the house so it wouldn't look bad to your friend? nope, sure didn't.
so if you don't want me here, fine. give me the money and i'll go stay at the hotel 8 until you leave. i'm fine with that. tell mom and dad you don't want me here for christmas, i'd rather not be anyways. you're right on the list of people that once gpa and gma pass, you're not going to know where i've moved too or if i'm even alive. a while back, you became as dead to me as mom and dad have been for years. if you're having trouble understanding this, i'll spell it out. i fucking hate you too.
If you made it this far realize that my sister and parents deal with this on a daily basis. I just have to suck it up for another couple days.