J/W when Prince Eric was coming to my phallic shaped castle to rescue me...
Apparently - NOT NOW.
1-Why you haven't found the love you want: Death
This is very fitting. You went through a BIG change, very abrupt. It was harsh, you've done a complete 180. You are still adapting to this new change, and it could take a while.
2-How to overcome the issues raised by card 1: Five of Pentacles
You feel like you are lacking in everything, good health, love, perhaps money...the change that Death brought on has made you feel incomplete, and I believe this is mainly due to the reasons Dave gave you for breaking up with you. You feel like you can never be the best because of your health problems, you feel you are nothing but trouble and that no one will be able to "put up" with you. The only way to move through the change of Death is to accept. Accept that Dave's reasons will not hold true for everyone else, accept that you may be dwelling on the wrong things and not improving them. This is an insecurity Dave has planted in you and you must nip it at the bud before you can truly move on. You are holding yourself back.
3-Positive action you need to take: Four of Wands
Also very fitting, this is telling you it's time to go out and celebrate life. Celebrate the fact you are alive, really focus on all the positive things in your life and celebrate them. Small victories are still victories. Right now you should embrace the freedom of single life.
4-Who your next relationship will be: Nine of Pentacles
This card is all about self reliance. Listening to my inner voice here...I have to say that I don't think you will have a relationship soon. I think once you get into the rhythm of the Four of Wands, you're going to become an independent single woman who enjoys life and takes from it's pleasures as she pleases. You will become more disciplined and have more self control, and I don't think you'll be too eager to enter a relationship with your new found independence.
5-What are the circumstances around your relationship or how you will meet: The Wheel
I am still seeing how this is relating to card 4. The Wheel is all about change and good fortune. This is a turning point for you, and I think this card in this position is saying that you will find a change in that you are happy being single. However, there is a chance this could mean that you may meet someone while you are celebrating the single life.
6-Why this relationship will be good for you: Seven of Pentacles
Well, I must say, all these cards really are relating to you choosing to be single. "Relationship" in this card is the decision to be single. This card is a card of resting. You will reflect on what you have learned from living the single life, what is has been like to not be tied down. You will probably compare the Trish from the past in a relationship to the Trish who is living up the single life. You will gain a lot of insight on what you want out of life.
7-When this relationship will begin: The Hanged Man
This has already begun, but I feel it will not really sink into your head for another month or so.
You entered the position of the Hanged Man when you had the revelation that things will never work out between you and Dave.
The Hanged Man is all about letting go, because when you let everything go, you gain greater knowledge. The Hanged Man is bound, blindfolded and upside down, and on my card, and Phoenix is carrying him high above the land. He must be scared, he has no idea far up he is, he is bound so he can't even take the blindfold off if he wanted to, all he can do is get used to the suspension, listen to the whoosh of air and think, not act. As you can imagine, this guy must have a shitload of time to think about what's really in his heart, to really listen to his intuition or what his gut is telling him.
You have already been doing this and you've made a world of progress, but then you doubt yourself and it all comes tumbling down. Be quiet and be still and listen to what your gut is telling you, not what you want to hear, but what you know deep down in your heart of hearts and soul of souls what is really true.
Just gonna be me and the Doc Johnson for a while, I suppose. Oh and Richard. I go on the best dates with him anyway :D
Sooo sad. :\
But, this was actually really empowering to hear. Last night I said to Mike that I know it could never work out, but I miss him SOOO much. He said the knowing it can't work out is a step forward, but missing him is two steps back. I'm so glad he told me what's on his mind in that respect.
Time to try to stop procrastinating a paper that will only take me like two hours max! LOLOL stop procrastinating... LOLOL!!! :|
:D
1-Why you haven't found the love you want: Death
This is very fitting. You went through a BIG change, very abrupt. It was harsh, you've done a complete 180. You are still adapting to this new change, and it could take a while.
2-How to overcome the issues raised by card 1: Five of Pentacles
You feel like you are lacking in everything, good health, love, perhaps money...the change that Death brought on has made you feel incomplete, and I believe this is mainly due to the reasons Dave gave you for breaking up with you. You feel like you can never be the best because of your health problems, you feel you are nothing but trouble and that no one will be able to "put up" with you. The only way to move through the change of Death is to accept. Accept that Dave's reasons will not hold true for everyone else, accept that you may be dwelling on the wrong things and not improving them. This is an insecurity Dave has planted in you and you must nip it at the bud before you can truly move on. You are holding yourself back.
3-Positive action you need to take: Four of Wands
Also very fitting, this is telling you it's time to go out and celebrate life. Celebrate the fact you are alive, really focus on all the positive things in your life and celebrate them. Small victories are still victories. Right now you should embrace the freedom of single life.
4-Who your next relationship will be: Nine of Pentacles
This card is all about self reliance. Listening to my inner voice here...I have to say that I don't think you will have a relationship soon. I think once you get into the rhythm of the Four of Wands, you're going to become an independent single woman who enjoys life and takes from it's pleasures as she pleases. You will become more disciplined and have more self control, and I don't think you'll be too eager to enter a relationship with your new found independence.
5-What are the circumstances around your relationship or how you will meet: The Wheel
I am still seeing how this is relating to card 4. The Wheel is all about change and good fortune. This is a turning point for you, and I think this card in this position is saying that you will find a change in that you are happy being single. However, there is a chance this could mean that you may meet someone while you are celebrating the single life.
6-Why this relationship will be good for you: Seven of Pentacles
Well, I must say, all these cards really are relating to you choosing to be single. "Relationship" in this card is the decision to be single. This card is a card of resting. You will reflect on what you have learned from living the single life, what is has been like to not be tied down. You will probably compare the Trish from the past in a relationship to the Trish who is living up the single life. You will gain a lot of insight on what you want out of life.
7-When this relationship will begin: The Hanged Man
This has already begun, but I feel it will not really sink into your head for another month or so.
You entered the position of the Hanged Man when you had the revelation that things will never work out between you and Dave.
The Hanged Man is all about letting go, because when you let everything go, you gain greater knowledge. The Hanged Man is bound, blindfolded and upside down, and on my card, and Phoenix is carrying him high above the land. He must be scared, he has no idea far up he is, he is bound so he can't even take the blindfold off if he wanted to, all he can do is get used to the suspension, listen to the whoosh of air and think, not act. As you can imagine, this guy must have a shitload of time to think about what's really in his heart, to really listen to his intuition or what his gut is telling him.
You have already been doing this and you've made a world of progress, but then you doubt yourself and it all comes tumbling down. Be quiet and be still and listen to what your gut is telling you, not what you want to hear, but what you know deep down in your heart of hearts and soul of souls what is really true.
Just gonna be me and the Doc Johnson for a while, I suppose. Oh and Richard. I go on the best dates with him anyway :D
Sooo sad. :\
But, this was actually really empowering to hear. Last night I said to Mike that I know it could never work out, but I miss him SOOO much. He said the knowing it can't work out is a step forward, but missing him is two steps back. I'm so glad he told me what's on his mind in that respect.
Time to try to stop procrastinating a paper that will only take me like two hours max! LOLOL stop procrastinating... LOLOL!!! :|
:D