Why do I even bother?
God, I don't ever want to go this shit again. I wish the next person I become involved with will be the one. But then I was convinced Dave was the one. I can't fucking deal with this anymore. I'm tired of being fucking hung up on. We're not fucking together anymore so you can stop treating me like shit at any time, thanks. It's petty and you make a big deal out of nothing. If you had any respect for me the decent thing you could do is to see that I really fucking care about and love you and to stop being so fucking defensive over everything.
Cannady said I should just stop talking to him. Much easier said than done, however. I don't want him out of my life. I just want him to respect me and treat me like a human being instead of a doormat. Is this asking for too much? Ummm no.
I had nightmares all morning and then when I fell asleep on the couch they continued. It was like a horrible movie.
Hopefully Cannady and I will have fun watching Grindhouse if it even happens. We've been having bad luck in the hanging out dept. It really sucks because he's someone I really click with pretty well. I think we get into similar relationships so we have a good understanding of one another. And his writing/music is amazing :)
I feel like every time Dave hangs up on me something good in me dies.
Cannady said I should just stop talking to him. Much easier said than done, however. I don't want him out of my life. I just want him to respect me and treat me like a human being instead of a doormat. Is this asking for too much? Ummm no.
I had nightmares all morning and then when I fell asleep on the couch they continued. It was like a horrible movie.
Hopefully Cannady and I will have fun watching Grindhouse if it even happens. We've been having bad luck in the hanging out dept. It really sucks because he's someone I really click with pretty well. I think we get into similar relationships so we have a good understanding of one another. And his writing/music is amazing :)
I feel like every time Dave hangs up on me something good in me dies.