the beach
I am having a WONDERFUL time.
except... one thing. i hate one of the girls here. completely annoys the hell out of me. she's constantly flirting with the guys. she really seems like she's trying too hard almost always. when this one guy is flirting with other girls she gets kinda quiet and keeps to herself. almost as if she can't get herself to believe taht she can have a good time without his atttention. I don't think she will see this guy ever again. and if she does I know that she isn't interested in him in a serous manner. and even if she was entertaining the possiblity she has an awesome date she is REALLY excited about in two days with TAYLOR GAAR. That's right. ME.
WHY CAN"T I BE OKAY AND NOT NEED TO BE CONSTANTLY TOLD THAT I AM WORTH MORE THAN .... than.... I don't know how to finish that statement. but if i did it would probably be very revealing.
but on a less annoyed-with-self note I am really enjoying myself. and getting really tan. and losing some wieght I think. with all of the excercise and not much of the reading.
I think Corey is avoiding me like the plague. I wish he didn't have a girlfriend. If he was avoiding me I think it would be out of respect for her. even though we've discussed that I have alot of respect for her too.
This house is awesome. the food is awesome. the people are alot of fun. and I will be happy to sleep in my own bed. but very sad to sit in my room at night as if I have no life... oh yeah.. that's right.. I don't... that will seriously have to change as soon as this job is officially over on the 12th of July. What to do... what to do....??
except... one thing. i hate one of the girls here. completely annoys the hell out of me. she's constantly flirting with the guys. she really seems like she's trying too hard almost always. when this one guy is flirting with other girls she gets kinda quiet and keeps to herself. almost as if she can't get herself to believe taht she can have a good time without his atttention. I don't think she will see this guy ever again. and if she does I know that she isn't interested in him in a serous manner. and even if she was entertaining the possiblity she has an awesome date she is REALLY excited about in two days with TAYLOR GAAR. That's right. ME.
WHY CAN"T I BE OKAY AND NOT NEED TO BE CONSTANTLY TOLD THAT I AM WORTH MORE THAN .... than.... I don't know how to finish that statement. but if i did it would probably be very revealing.
but on a less annoyed-with-self note I am really enjoying myself. and getting really tan. and losing some wieght I think. with all of the excercise and not much of the reading.
I think Corey is avoiding me like the plague. I wish he didn't have a girlfriend. If he was avoiding me I think it would be out of respect for her. even though we've discussed that I have alot of respect for her too.
This house is awesome. the food is awesome. the people are alot of fun. and I will be happy to sleep in my own bed. but very sad to sit in my room at night as if I have no life... oh yeah.. that's right.. I don't... that will seriously have to change as soon as this job is officially over on the 12th of July. What to do... what to do....??