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For those of you who care i guess i should update.
Yes. I am still with jonathan. I have left myself the option of dating other guys because of his demonstrations thus far on his inability to handle his finances, and someother things, probably mostly, a fear of commitment. but I care a whole hell of alot about him. i am more attracted to him than i was to Armon, ( i know, i didn't think it couldn happen, either). He wants to meet my friends and likes to come over and cook for my family. which is sweet, but i'd rather he hang with me. but major bonus points since all the previous guys seemed to like to invite me to thier apartment and lose interest if i wanted to do something more social. He's the sweetest guy i've ever met and focuses way too much on making me happy. i see him as often as possible.
Yes. I love my job and I am rolling in cash. I get paid over $720 a week. A FRIGGIN WEEK. I love th family. It's like raising beautiful children, with your best friend as the second mother, so you don't have to do it alone, being able to go home at night and be free of children, and still get paid a shitload more than anyone my age deserves. And I really think i'll be going to England with them for (up to) 6 weeks, later on in the summer. ( she was talking on the phone to her best friend about where in her mothers house in england i'd be able to sleep. which i think is a good solid sign.) BUt we haven't really disscussed it yet, or gotten permission from the father.
Yes. I have a new car beacuse my last one lost a fight with a fire hydrant. (thank you broken axle) so i pay my father $500 a week until it is payed off (only $5,000 to begin with). It's a beautiful blue color. and it's also a stick shift. Randy (my brother in law) gave me an hour long lesson on how to drive it the night i got it, and the next day i drove it to and from work. (needless to say i found out how useful hazard lights are). I can now drive like a pro. Which no one can back up because i don't let anyone in my car. I still don't trust myself to be distracted completely, and i refuse to kill the people i love, call me crazy.) This is the first car i can say i picked out because i liked it, not because it was the cheapest thing on the lot/anywhere. I love my car.
So all in all, I am doing better than i could ever have hoped to be. All of the shit that was thrown at me starting with the flu i had when i walked out on kenyon has faded away and been replaced with the best things i could hope for. i am happy to be okay once again. and extatic to be unbelievably wonderful for once. It's about damned time.
Thank you God, for listening when i told you to stop being mean to me.
Emily, maybe you should have a good yell at god like i did. ;) Tell him you need more time at home when I have nothing to do so we can catch back up.
Morgan, I choose you, pikachu.
Charlie, If you are still alive out there, know i love you and I will be there if you ever decide you want to add me to your world again. Or I may just call you sometime soon and add you to mine.
Later folks. I need a nap.
Yes. I am still with jonathan. I have left myself the option of dating other guys because of his demonstrations thus far on his inability to handle his finances, and someother things, probably mostly, a fear of commitment. but I care a whole hell of alot about him. i am more attracted to him than i was to Armon, ( i know, i didn't think it couldn happen, either). He wants to meet my friends and likes to come over and cook for my family. which is sweet, but i'd rather he hang with me. but major bonus points since all the previous guys seemed to like to invite me to thier apartment and lose interest if i wanted to do something more social. He's the sweetest guy i've ever met and focuses way too much on making me happy. i see him as often as possible.
Yes. I love my job and I am rolling in cash. I get paid over $720 a week. A FRIGGIN WEEK. I love th family. It's like raising beautiful children, with your best friend as the second mother, so you don't have to do it alone, being able to go home at night and be free of children, and still get paid a shitload more than anyone my age deserves. And I really think i'll be going to England with them for (up to) 6 weeks, later on in the summer. ( she was talking on the phone to her best friend about where in her mothers house in england i'd be able to sleep. which i think is a good solid sign.) BUt we haven't really disscussed it yet, or gotten permission from the father.
Yes. I have a new car beacuse my last one lost a fight with a fire hydrant. (thank you broken axle) so i pay my father $500 a week until it is payed off (only $5,000 to begin with). It's a beautiful blue color. and it's also a stick shift. Randy (my brother in law) gave me an hour long lesson on how to drive it the night i got it, and the next day i drove it to and from work. (needless to say i found out how useful hazard lights are). I can now drive like a pro. Which no one can back up because i don't let anyone in my car. I still don't trust myself to be distracted completely, and i refuse to kill the people i love, call me crazy.) This is the first car i can say i picked out because i liked it, not because it was the cheapest thing on the lot/anywhere. I love my car.
So all in all, I am doing better than i could ever have hoped to be. All of the shit that was thrown at me starting with the flu i had when i walked out on kenyon has faded away and been replaced with the best things i could hope for. i am happy to be okay once again. and extatic to be unbelievably wonderful for once. It's about damned time.
Thank you God, for listening when i told you to stop being mean to me.
Emily, maybe you should have a good yell at god like i did. ;) Tell him you need more time at home when I have nothing to do so we can catch back up.
Morgan, I choose you, pikachu.
Charlie, If you are still alive out there, know i love you and I will be there if you ever decide you want to add me to your world again. Or I may just call you sometime soon and add you to mine.
Later folks. I need a nap.