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My mother's words haunt me in my sleep.. she still thinks i may end up with kenyon again one day. I wake up from horrible, or wonderful dream about him.. last night i dreampt about trying sooo hard to get him to notice me, but he was part of this other, world, this other girl, this other family. i turned to emily, because she was there, but she was always distracted. I couldn't find the room that i was supposed to be staying in in this vast vast hotel. eventually i ran, up hil, until my heart stopped. on purpose. i killed myself i guess.
shitty way to start the day.
the funny thing is I never think about him during the day.
shitty way to start the day.
the funny thing is I never think about him during the day.