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i feel out of sorts, completely out of tune.
it makes me want to spit, and i don't even like it when people spit. so, don't do it around me. even if i don't say anything, i probably want to karate-chop you in the gut, or kick you in the shin. cannot stand it, but still i want to do it.
i'm mentally exhausted from doing a million things that i never wanted to do in the first place. i'm tired of thinking about it all, because it never mattered at all to me to begin with. it's displaced energy and it makes me sad.
we're all getting older and needing shoulders to lean on.
it makes me want to spit, and i don't even like it when people spit. so, don't do it around me. even if i don't say anything, i probably want to karate-chop you in the gut, or kick you in the shin. cannot stand it, but still i want to do it.
i'm mentally exhausted from doing a million things that i never wanted to do in the first place. i'm tired of thinking about it all, because it never mattered at all to me to begin with. it's displaced energy and it makes me sad.
we're all getting older and needing shoulders to lean on.