first few days back

[nakedninja1337]

im filling itronspective as fuck for some reason so we'll see whta happens here... its good to be back ... i love the ppl here... its good to be hom... umm man .. well and then theres the real intospective shit ... that i dont quite feel anything enough to put it donw in wordds.. i just need tot lka it out .. or thinkit out ... i watched better off dead over break and in it some gu is sitting in abth tub not takign abthin but jsut sitting there thinking andi decid it was pretty fucking cool and emo so i started do ing it but theres no bath tub fo me to sit in here .. what shall i do ... and i realy could use a ciagr ... umm ya .. i thionk the one thingi ccan put done is thta the desires i had ot smoke weed and drink are now prety much all gone ... ummm theres so much more .. i might go write a pome about wnatign abth tub.. i might set here an listen to khdx more ... i might just go to sleep .. i dunno ehh ... i wih i kneew what was going n ..both in genral wiht every one and specifaicly inside myself ... well right now im pretty sure of two things first thta theres nothing i relay wnat o sya here like i dont wnat to do my rela itrospetion in the journal and two : thta i could keep going on forever despite that point.

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ps i guess im sure of a third .. i cant type and the above entry is typed horribly ... good luck reading it,,,