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i always want to write here and never do. a million other things i should be doing other than writing, getting high, and drinking coffee but whatever. been working ridiculous hours lately and running on caffeine and adrenaline. my classes this semester are really difficult. i have good grades for the moment but i feel completely overwhelmed. i'm going to france this summer for five weeks to study and i need to both save a lot of money for this and study really hard this semester. all i do is work, study, smoke, eat and sleep. i need to make more free time for myself to meditate or relax or recharge. i feel so mentally fried all the time.
i'm kind of being offered a job at the moment taking french inquiries at a call center. my french is conversational, i can definitely hold up my end of a conversation i'm just not sure if that's going to be good enough for this job. of course, it wouldn't be the first time i take a job that i have no idea how to do... i don't know.
joe moved out of my apartment, which is nice, it was never supposed to be permanent anyways and my apartment was too small for the both of us. his new house is lovely and him being away from me sometimes, and having the chance to miss him, is nice. i told him that i won't marry him until he loses weight and we've been trying to diet. it's hard because honestly i think he looks wonderful but he's unhealthy and i can't do that aspect of it. but he's trying and i love him for it.
okay. i guess i need to go to schoolwork now.
i'm kind of being offered a job at the moment taking french inquiries at a call center. my french is conversational, i can definitely hold up my end of a conversation i'm just not sure if that's going to be good enough for this job. of course, it wouldn't be the first time i take a job that i have no idea how to do... i don't know.
joe moved out of my apartment, which is nice, it was never supposed to be permanent anyways and my apartment was too small for the both of us. his new house is lovely and him being away from me sometimes, and having the chance to miss him, is nice. i told him that i won't marry him until he loses weight and we've been trying to diet. it's hard because honestly i think he looks wonderful but he's unhealthy and i can't do that aspect of it. but he's trying and i love him for it.
okay. i guess i need to go to schoolwork now.