Mar 02, 2005 19:26
i took the asvab test at school a while ago. i only took it to take it. i have no interest in joining the military. i got my scores back today. they confuse me. anyone able to explain my scores to me?
i need to look into sat's. i dont need to take it..but again..i just want to take it to take it.
i used to have a 5 year plan. 3 years later the plan is going down the drain. circumstances have changed and i dont have any definite plans. like i told april...."if money was no object, i would go to savanna college of art and design in georgia, major in fashion, graduate, use my cosmo license and fashion degree to do hair and makeup for a big show some where, or do film, LA or NY....but money is an object.....not just like... a pencil or a rock...but like a sperm whale..."
i got a job so i dont have to ask my mom for money. i can barely save up for a computer. i quit my job. my computer looks farther and farther away from being in my room. if i can barely save up 2000 for a computer... i sure as hell wont be able to afford out of state fees for college. im counting on the millenium scholarship to go to college, but thats only good for schools in nevada. so its gonna be community college of southern nevada for two years. after i get my associates, i'll transfer to unlv for my bachelors. all the while, i'll be using the cosmetology license im working towards now to pay for an apartment, car, whatever i need. im planning on moving out of my mom's house by atleast the end of my first year in college. it depends on how things go.
all i know for sure right now, is to graduate highschool. i dont care about an honors diploma anymore, 9th and half of 10th grade year was spent in all honors classes, and for what? nothing. thats right. i wasnt made for highschool life, and i could give a shit if i graduate at the top of my class or not. as long as i get a diploma and the millenium scholarship i will be satisfied. its not like im going to an ivy league school, who cares what kind of diploma i get? highschool is DUMB. public education..they just run you through the mill. highschool is a lot like pregnancy. in the womb you start off small, get a little bigger, you think your growing up, but you've really only just begun. when you graduate you are sent out into the world cold and naked. they cut off your security, all you've ever known, and you end up crying because the world is a shock compared to how easy it was back in the good old days. floating around in the womb...
some one please give me some advice. i need a few words of wisdom for you guys that are already in the college life.