Dec 18, 2004 13:36
For the second time in my life, I called in sick to work. I went yesterday, I made it through the whole day. But I realized that I shouldn't be there when I sneezed and caught it in the crook of my arm and looked down and there was snot all over my arm. The customer I was helping at the time looked so disgusted. I ran to the back humiliated even though I was in the middle of my transaction with her. Disgusting. I felt awful. I came home and cried for a half an hour straight. I then tried to get a pizza delivered, but they said it would be an hour and 20 minute wait. So I cried for another five minutes. Then I opened the checks that my bank has fucked up once already and it turns out that they sent me the wrong style. I cried for another ten minutes. I would call them and complain but I don't feel like it, so I guess I will just have boring checks for another year. Not like anyone actually cares what your checks look like. But I liked my Wizard of Oz checks.
So, what am I doing today? Sitting around trying to get better. I am on drugs, but they just make me dizzy and irritated. I can't breathe out of either nostril and I can't taste food. Pisser. I tried making a grilled cheese sandwich but I burned it. And then I made another one. And burned one side of that one. I ate it anyway. I watched the Graduate. It was on WE. I love that movie. Creepy, and strange but a good movie.
Watson sent me a Christmas card. That was exciting. Sort of freaked me out when I saw a card from Tulsa addressed to me. The only person I thought I knew from Oklahoma was Warwick. And I started flipping out trying to figure out why he had sent me a card.
Only two more weeks until I am back in Galesburg. I can't wait to start school. I miss being there, I miss my classes. I can't wait to see the snow.
I am sure I will get sick of it fast, just like last year. But exciting nonetheless.
Back to laying around the house and trying not to cry.