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so me and aymer have been so good. we give each other wet willies and tickle or trip each other in public. we have been having soooooooo much fun. yesterday after my procedure my friend alyssa drove me home and the boy had gotten off work early.
so i got in my jammies and knocked on his door with my pillow. i crawled into bed with him and we slept allllllll day. then we got some movies and went to publix. i just left my car at the hospital cos he said hed take me to get it today if i didnt wanna go yesterday.
hes lovvvvvving me so much. he kisses my forehead and cheeks. i dont know how to take all of this after we had our break but i am just enjoying it. it is seeming permanent and not like hes just behaving this way to ignore what happened. we have talked about some things. i told him since this break i have come to adore and respect him even more than before, and that i get excited to see him just as much as when we 1st started dating. he says its really nice to hear those things. i think i have a hard time expressing myself so its just stuff he wanted to hear.
i want to tell him i love him but i just cant. even after its been established i still cant just throw it around. i wish i could say it. at times it just builds up and no closeness is enough. argh. ill just let it happen when it happens. he got overwhelmed and told me he loved me like 1 or 2 weeks into dating but i knew he was just totally overwhelmed and it didnt freak me out. i guess now that i think about it, i had pulled away for awhile in the beginning so hopefully now were both done with that. :)
so i got in my jammies and knocked on his door with my pillow. i crawled into bed with him and we slept allllllll day. then we got some movies and went to publix. i just left my car at the hospital cos he said hed take me to get it today if i didnt wanna go yesterday.
hes lovvvvvving me so much. he kisses my forehead and cheeks. i dont know how to take all of this after we had our break but i am just enjoying it. it is seeming permanent and not like hes just behaving this way to ignore what happened. we have talked about some things. i told him since this break i have come to adore and respect him even more than before, and that i get excited to see him just as much as when we 1st started dating. he says its really nice to hear those things. i think i have a hard time expressing myself so its just stuff he wanted to hear.
i want to tell him i love him but i just cant. even after its been established i still cant just throw it around. i wish i could say it. at times it just builds up and no closeness is enough. argh. ill just let it happen when it happens. he got overwhelmed and told me he loved me like 1 or 2 weeks into dating but i knew he was just totally overwhelmed and it didnt freak me out. i guess now that i think about it, i had pulled away for awhile in the beginning so hopefully now were both done with that. :)