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Wow..I guess when I update it means something! umm I don't think so:) just feel like getting out all the goods of my life.
Backe at school dancing it up and gen eding it up dance is good though! Lynn(modern teacher) is going to be amazing for me to do well! I am excited for it, oh by the way got moved up a level in modern yi pee! Ballet not so much but i think my teacher will help me get the finer technicalities that I am missing...o well.
what else.....
roomates love them! RND! she rocks my socks, I have a spot on her floor where IO basically say everything do everything on it amazing!! be jealous! and don't get us started on boys especially the ex's!!!!! wooo doggy! Then there is the one who lives in the i surrender room aka champagne room...its called this cause she is the first to go if a robber came!!! ehhh thank the lord for motel door handles but she is my momma always looking out for me even when I limp lol and she is fun to dance around with even if I annoy her and then there is my b cubed....crazy girl, good times, if it werent for me she wouldnt be in lourve lol, POINT jay! me and her have been bonding like woo especially when it comes to my future husband who by the way is a beautiful long blonde hair short guy(I know a short guy for me) who is a cancer survivor!
hmm...
then there is still the one who hass to keep pushing and pushing and not caring til I am just about ready to snap, I actually did but he always finds a way to make me feel as though it is my fault why he treats me like shit?! the question of the day...please people suggestions love help support maybe even a date lined up for me lol! look at me soliciting myself, trust me I am joking please no 1-800 numbers...:)but honestly how can one person who dupposedly means a lot to you and vice versa wind up being the one who hurts you the most! oh well I guess this "burden" friendship is a waste and I should do as he says and stop caring so much and stop overthinking every aspect about everything! I know what you all are going to say I told you so but it is something i keep haveing to find out for myself over and over and over again! oh and by the way if there become any livejournal posts after this about how pathetic girls are and that they should just get over there bullshit umm lets not be hypocrites thankS!! EVERYONE WANTS A BOYFRIEND OR SOMEONE TO AT LEAST CARE ABOUT THEM AND HOW THEY DECIDE TO EXPRESS IT IS THERE PEROGATIVE!!! yay for that:)that was for my RND!!!!!
I am actually home right now fe;; good to be spending time with the madre other wise she would be all by her lonesome but I do wish I was in tampa, i really do like what I have going for me up there...good times always well almost always maybe not my random house cleaning rampages sorry girls....ok no one is going to want to read this ridiculous post I have been rambling on a little to much...maybe i will do it again in about 6 months lol hope i find whoever reads this well and loved by some one:) hey part 2 completed cause I love you:)
Jena!!!!!!!!!!!
Backe at school dancing it up and gen eding it up dance is good though! Lynn(modern teacher) is going to be amazing for me to do well! I am excited for it, oh by the way got moved up a level in modern yi pee! Ballet not so much but i think my teacher will help me get the finer technicalities that I am missing...o well.
what else.....
roomates love them! RND! she rocks my socks, I have a spot on her floor where IO basically say everything do everything on it amazing!! be jealous! and don't get us started on boys especially the ex's!!!!! wooo doggy! Then there is the one who lives in the i surrender room aka champagne room...its called this cause she is the first to go if a robber came!!! ehhh thank the lord for motel door handles but she is my momma always looking out for me even when I limp lol and she is fun to dance around with even if I annoy her and then there is my b cubed....crazy girl, good times, if it werent for me she wouldnt be in lourve lol, POINT jay! me and her have been bonding like woo especially when it comes to my future husband who by the way is a beautiful long blonde hair short guy(I know a short guy for me) who is a cancer survivor!
hmm...
then there is still the one who hass to keep pushing and pushing and not caring til I am just about ready to snap, I actually did but he always finds a way to make me feel as though it is my fault why he treats me like shit?! the question of the day...please people suggestions love help support maybe even a date lined up for me lol! look at me soliciting myself, trust me I am joking please no 1-800 numbers...:)but honestly how can one person who dupposedly means a lot to you and vice versa wind up being the one who hurts you the most! oh well I guess this "burden" friendship is a waste and I should do as he says and stop caring so much and stop overthinking every aspect about everything! I know what you all are going to say I told you so but it is something i keep haveing to find out for myself over and over and over again! oh and by the way if there become any livejournal posts after this about how pathetic girls are and that they should just get over there bullshit umm lets not be hypocrites thankS!! EVERYONE WANTS A BOYFRIEND OR SOMEONE TO AT LEAST CARE ABOUT THEM AND HOW THEY DECIDE TO EXPRESS IT IS THERE PEROGATIVE!!! yay for that:)that was for my RND!!!!!
I am actually home right now fe;; good to be spending time with the madre other wise she would be all by her lonesome but I do wish I was in tampa, i really do like what I have going for me up there...good times always well almost always maybe not my random house cleaning rampages sorry girls....ok no one is going to want to read this ridiculous post I have been rambling on a little to much...maybe i will do it again in about 6 months lol hope i find whoever reads this well and loved by some one:) hey part 2 completed cause I love you:)
Jena!!!!!!!!!!!