May 10, 2007 20:32
Maybe it's just an illusion cause by suggestions, or maybe I really do have some pretty serious personality defects. I'm certainly pompous, that goes pretty much without saying. I have a low self esteem, which is not as normal for arrogant people. I also seem to take to criticism really really poorly, and I am rather overly sensitive.
Maybe I need consoling. Maybe I need to go away and make myself a different person. Maybe I just need to be wrong alot more often to beat down my arrogance, but right when it really counts to bring up my self esteem. Or fuck all of this and I just need to go die.