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[naked_spirit]

hi
i feel satisfied
yet i want more
i don't realy know what
just that i need more
more of life
more of beauty
more of nature
more of fantasy
more of you
i want
yet fail to reach
i'm on the edge of a cliff
reaching for something
just beyond my grasp
i know i can get it
i'm just afraid of falling
falling
into the endless abyss
of nothingness
surrounded by darkness
i dont want to fall
but i long for what
i can just barely grasp
why is it so tempting
why can't i reach it
why am i afraid
to take the risk
of falling
when i know i can
reach what i desire
i want
to fall asleep
in the arms of my lover
to wake and see their face
to wake
and find no faults with myself
to wake
to pure beauty of nature
to live
a life of adventure
to sleep
under the stars
to watch
everything
to be
me
to cry
when my body needs it
to live
life to its fullest
to be
truely happy