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so im fed up with everything....i feel like a fucking highschooler again...i need to get the hell outta here...but ill be gone soon. josh called me today....we broke down....its not right my bro needs me and i need my bro...i think im jealous of josh...he was able to do what i only long for..get outta here and create a life.. i feel like the opposite of prosperity.. im the black hole of success and i will forever wallow in my own failure