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I dont think ive felt so trapped, see also restrained, see also bored to fuckin tears...(comment if you caught that) well what can say home sweet home.... i love my job, now i dont know if its cuase its fun or cause i can smoke while im there or causeim out of my house.. but i love it. around seven last noght me and josh decide to go to fantasies. so we did. while there i convinced a stripper to come to the valley on saterday and look at our used car lot. now she may not but that still maked for a cool story. my parents totally know i smoke alot now but they cant do anything about it. these last few days have been sorta rough on the home front but hell what doesnt kill me makes me stronger.
its kinda wierd after coming back home and seeing how my parents treat me i realize i was alot like that to some of my friends to those who realize it im sorry.. speaking of friends i havent heard form matt or danny in along time. i should call them sometime. i was supposed to go into anchorage and do some stuff with firends, but i didnt....i really miss luara.. not matt or danny or even shanna,but laura and dev and julie. and they seem to be the only ones who miss me.
its kinda wierd after coming back home and seeing how my parents treat me i realize i was alot like that to some of my friends to those who realize it im sorry.. speaking of friends i havent heard form matt or danny in along time. i should call them sometime. i was supposed to go into anchorage and do some stuff with firends, but i didnt....i really miss luara.. not matt or danny or even shanna,but laura and dev and julie. and they seem to be the only ones who miss me.