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okay i figure im trying to hard to find someone. i think im just looking to be with someone to take my mind off of sky and thats not good ya know! why like someone just because of that. i think i liked brett because he did lil things that sky did.. and yea i dunno im just gonna wait actually im not even gonna look for someone when it happens it

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[h0oters_btch]

Ashley! It's Robyn! Add me! =)

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[naked_party]

OKay! your added

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THX hun! =)

By the way, I just read that entry I commented on...
if anyone knows the way you are feeling, I relate 110% completely. I was looking way too hard for someone to replace my X, and it was ridiculous. Once I let up on that, the strangest thing happened, my X (who I'm madly in love with still!) called me on Saturday FROM IRAQ (he's in the Army) to tell my what a fool he's felt like by not talking with me anymore, and how much he misses me, and how much he's realized being over there. Don't feel stupid if you had the chance to get back with him, and wait for him...I think that's absolutly fine...and I know I do, will, have done, and am doing the same thing you are.

If you need someone to talk to--feel free =)

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awesome i mean i know he still cares but i dunno everyones telling me i should tell him how i still feel im so afraid to do that! no lie! i miss this kid more than anything i was talking to him on the phone today and my hands wouldnt stop shaking because i was so nervous to even hear his voice makes me happy.. Skys going to the army i hope he says that or even before he goes i hope he says that i love this kid! and its hard to talk to some one about it! and trying to find someone to "REPLACE" him is dumb because thats all i think about it him

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I couldn't be more on the same page than you Ash! =)
If you ever need someone to talk to~ 295&4728 is my #

I'm the exact same way as you...no lie.

When I see him, I feel like a little girl again, when I talk to him I get butterflies, and all that whole stuff. Kinda silly, maybe...maybe not =)

It's love, I know that. So--however you want to perceive it.

Take it from me, it's better to say what you gotta say. I procrastinated on telling T how I felt before he left, and it's not something you need to say over the phone when they're thousands of miles away. It's MUCH better face to face...in fact, that's the only REAL way it should be done.

Bite the bullet! Just do it, it seriously is the best thing to do, and the only way to get things straight before he leaves.

Personal advice, from personal experiance.

Need anything, just let me know! =)