if i give you the gun...will you pull the trigger for me?
okay today was so freaking BLA! well last night i REALLY wanted see "The Longest Yard" so amy kayla bailey david and i got tickets and when we get there TEHRES NO FREAKING SEATS! gay!so we just drove around! boring! lol well today i just drew on my door and brett came over and hung out with me for a lil..lately ive been having trouble sleeping i think becaus i have so much stuff on my mind! its crazy its like this lil person is chilling on my shoulder reminding me of stuff and making me think of sky werid!? lol but yea its driving me crazy i think untill i tell sky some stuff its not gonna leave! but i mean i already kinda figured what im gonna say.... im not gonna ask for him back because i know that would never happen.. i mean something that good happen to me haha yea unlikely! well im just gonna mention that i still have feelings for him and that he does mean alot to me i dunno i just gotta wait untill it happens! cuz alot more will come in my head when im face to face actually i get really nervous withs sky now! lol im such a loser alli ever talk about is sky why gawd im not even with sky anymore but its just sky sky sky on my mind!!! well i need to hit the sack because i have to work at 10:30 in the freaking morning can we say CRAZY!lol well i thinks its just cuz i asked for today off o well at least i get out at 530! o yea! my mommy said something werid to me today she was like you dont wanna be tied down your senior year... and i actually think i do.. o well! peace!
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A.K