pretending that its right
well i havent writen in this in a very long time and i have alot on my mind and i would love talking to someone but i cant seem to b.c i always start to get teary! well i see the last thing i updated was x-mas when sky broke up with me well yea we got back together after that but just to hurt each other again. yes we broke up for good because of a rumor i would never do anything to hurt him anyway i was in love and sad enough still am! it was hell not being with him but some how i managed and i screwed up by liking this new kid and i shouldnt have done that but i just wanted some one to like me again i guess i wanted to be with someone again and i wasnt thinking i guess i was thinking how this kid got my mind off of sky and really it just did untill he called me(sky) and i couldnt stop thinking of him again you know the quote "You never know what you have untill its gone" WELLL its true i didnt know i had the most perfect thing in front of me untill it was gone and i have been feeling pretty crappy lately and right now at this moment hes still stuck on my mind im still very much in love with him and honestly i will always be in love no matter how many times i say im not i am and i cant help it but now skys going out with courtney im happy for him im not gonna try to get in the way at all if it was meant to be HOPEFULLY it will be and i will never forget -*My Baby*- no matter who hes with because he stole my heart away and im starting to get little peices of my heart back but i will never have it all because I STILL LOVE YOU... No matter how many times you say i sorry it will never help anything and i should have changed when i had the chance to now the person who became my whole world is gone because of me. i just wish him the best of wishes...and every 11:11 ill always wish for you (sky).....