Nov 04, 2013 02:09
And sometimes I wonder the morality of choosing to be good at beer. Not even making beer. Talking about beer, appreciating beer, knowing beer. I have abilities, capabilities beyond what I choose to do. I have always lacked ambition and I'm not sure if that makes me somehow, less. It seems almost selfish to do what I do. Like I'm playing when I should be you know, helping humanity. I have my passive bullshit, the vegan thing is going really well. But really doing something for someone else in need, not lately. And I could be doing this and making rent, but I'm not. Sack of shit.
Still happy/positive despite the words above,
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