Nov 17, 2005 23:43
So I have 3 full weeks of school left. I don't count next week, cause I am done Tuesday afternoon, so yeah, not counting that at all. I honestly don't know where I will end up, and for some reason, this is one of the few times that I am not freaking out about it. I have a purpose in life, and I may not be sure what it is right now, but I am sure that I will be guided to it in due time. Sure it will be nice to be employed or have a job offer when I get out, but say it don't happen right away, I won't be mad, just patient.
Why the sudden change of heart you might ask? Well it occured to me that even though I am frustrated about not having something, I also realized that most people don't have something lined up when they leave college. Sure some do, but most don't. It's not because they aren't smart because they are, but because it's not time yet. But I will still work hard for a job, believe me I will work hard for it :)
December can't come soon enough as far as school is concerned.
On another note, a bunch of players from my dodgeball team played for other dodgeball teams that were short, and we won those games. It was great :) Also, we won our basketball game, that was fun. I had 5 points, 2 rebounds, an assist, and a steal. Sure that might not seem like a lot, but for someone as uncoordinated as myself (then again I snowboard on moguls better than most skiiers) that's quite a bit :). My team rocks, they think I am so young. Shawn asked "So, Jon, you are a Junior right?" "Nope, 2nd year senior my friend, I am an old man".
Here is something my buddy Salad had on his AIM profile, thought I would share it with all:
"In his mind, he has it all planned out
but like everythig he does
in never goes how he wants
so in silence he waits for her
not sure of himself, he begins to doubt
he feels the sweat beeding on his face
all he can hear is the silence, and
the beating of his heart
how intense it does beat
he is so nervous, his mind goes blank
and then she appears, and no
words can describe what he feels
or the way he feels about her
she says hello, and at this moment
all his worries go away
all you need is hello"
~Naked Boy