yikes
so...
things have been... well, shitty.
I know that they will get better soon... I just am having a hard time feeling okay about how things have turned out.
I suppose I could call this feeling DISAPPOINTMENT.
I feel like I have been defeated. If that was his intention, then congrats to him and fuck him. If not, well, then live and learn dear boy... NOT a way to treat a high-quality lady like me. Maybe the next girl you decide to fuck over won't hate you like I do.
Ahh...
on an even crazier note, I'm at band camp. And no, please don't laugh, there are no flutes involved. Teaching is alright, minus the fiercely hot 17 year old that I have in my sax section... he's sexy. And distracting. And a little illegal, kinda. Hopefully the week will turn out all right and I'll leave with my $500.00 and call it a day.
Well, more later... I guess. At least I have computer access.
things have been... well, shitty.
I know that they will get better soon... I just am having a hard time feeling okay about how things have turned out.
I suppose I could call this feeling DISAPPOINTMENT.
I feel like I have been defeated. If that was his intention, then congrats to him and fuck him. If not, well, then live and learn dear boy... NOT a way to treat a high-quality lady like me. Maybe the next girl you decide to fuck over won't hate you like I do.
Ahh...
on an even crazier note, I'm at band camp. And no, please don't laugh, there are no flutes involved. Teaching is alright, minus the fiercely hot 17 year old that I have in my sax section... he's sexy. And distracting. And a little illegal, kinda. Hopefully the week will turn out all right and I'll leave with my $500.00 and call it a day.
Well, more later... I guess. At least I have computer access.