274; busy like shit
my workplace has the prettiest range of sunsets i've ever seen, it rivals over the ones i've seen at the beach. but i rarely get to be out of the office just in time for sunset... it was always dark when i left.
"because you're young" why? why do people deem age as the main objective of learning.
nearly every single day, people around me said that phrase to me. They expect me to pick things up alot more faster than when they were learning back then as a beginner. I would have agreed because technology wasn't as advanced and things that they learned then were on papers while now it surrounds the computer. But, why dont anyone see the problem? expecting me to take things up within a week when the colleague that's 'teaching' me now took a year.
you're procrastination when you ask me to take things slow so as to prevent confusion. but do you know what i say whenever people ask me about my work? I said, right now it's like i'm driving on the road when i do not know a single thing about driving.
gotten so busy with rl. i was actually here most of the time, yet not. I've been feeling so physically exhausted nowadays, even when i just woke up:( it feels like i needed another break but next scheduled resting day will only be in the mids of july..... right now, the sunsets are the only nice things out of having this job. sometimes, i think i should just leave and not stay on just for the 13th month completion bonus. the thing about contract~~~ sigh.
"because you're young" why? why do people deem age as the main objective of learning.
nearly every single day, people around me said that phrase to me. They expect me to pick things up alot more faster than when they were learning back then as a beginner. I would have agreed because technology wasn't as advanced and things that they learned then were on papers while now it surrounds the computer. But, why dont anyone see the problem? expecting me to take things up within a week when the colleague that's 'teaching' me now took a year.
you're procrastination when you ask me to take things slow so as to prevent confusion. but do you know what i say whenever people ask me about my work? I said, right now it's like i'm driving on the road when i do not know a single thing about driving.
gotten so busy with rl. i was actually here most of the time, yet not. I've been feeling so physically exhausted nowadays, even when i just woke up:( it feels like i needed another break but next scheduled resting day will only be in the mids of july..... right now, the sunsets are the only nice things out of having this job. sometimes, i think i should just leave and not stay on just for the 13th month completion bonus. the thing about contract~~~ sigh.