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When i wasn't working. when it was the period of hanging in mid air, I spent the days when i wasn't doing my part time jobs either wandering around with friends or at home using the internet. When i started working, the hours in a day get shorten and it's either i spend time with friends or three hours on the laptop before bedtime for the next day. And this cycle repeats. So i decided that i should use my off days wisely since they come by rarely (seeing that after having today and friday off, my next off days will be in late april), i decided to finish all the dramas i've stopped watching in the mid and those that i've wanted to watch. I came to realise that when i watched a good or a up to my standard of dramas, it's hard to watch it till the end. That, I would always stop watching just a few episodes before the end or while the last episode is playing, i would pause and surf the net. I find it hard to watch it straight through like how i did for the previous episodes. And i thought maybe that's when i know i've caught on a good drama.
Even i find it hard to believe that I've not finish dramas like Mother, Nino's RnK, holyland, jyuui dolittle and alot more! And I'm actually left with at most 2-3 episodes each..... I don't even want to mention those i've not yet started. But finally, I get to watch Akai Ito and I sit through the drama though i spent most of the night on the last episode. (which means today i've been on the desktop/laptop for almost 15 hours!)
the hours on the internet gets lesser and it feels like i might really be fading out of fandoms soon. but because of such feelings, sometimes it feels good to watch new clips or videos of variety shows with the wave of nostalgic while feeling like a whole new fangirl again. lol. my words are no longer making any sense. and i might just becoming more vulgar in real life. I feel that i haven't been interacting with people and it feels like i haven't been talking.