Sep 30, 2013 11:05
I just wanted to make an entry to check in with my friends. I had a very lovely summer and I'm looking forward to getting back into work this fall. Though I still have a few panic attack symptoms now and then, they are much better now I'm taking anti-anxiety medication.
Btw, I have Facebook but don't use it much, except for things related to my soap opera for the most part. But if you have a FB page, let me know and I'll make a friend request to you. Just tell me what it's called here. I also have twitter but rarely use that. I never tweet, I just use it again for my soap opera fandom (The Bold and the Beautiful).
I've been busy with housework and selling some things on eBay. If I didn't get a job soon, it's not like I wouldn't have anything to do, there's so much to be done at home! And I have three cats to take care of, in addition to Sasuke and Snowbell, we got a new cat named Cassidy, another boy, who is about 1-2 years old. He's quite the handful because he likes to torment the other cats. I also have 5 fish, all Tetras, my poor guppies all died. And I have a couple of snails in the tank, they help keep it clean.
Well I just turned 38 the other day. This is the year I'm making the baby plans for sure! I'm not sure yet if I'm going to just do some egg freezing or do an artificial insemination as well, but I definitely want eggs on reserve in case I'd meet someone and we'd want children together, or even if I'd like more than one (which I really would) or would need more children, if God forbid something went wrong with the first one.
But if I do choose to do IUI, I'll be going to NY to do it as they have a gender selection place there. I'm going to try for a girl as I think it would be easier for me to raise as a single mom, though the IUI isn't as guaranteed to get the gender you want as IVF, but that is much more costly. So we'll see. But I'm definitely planning to do this and I'm excited! I just hope it will all work out. Being a mother is what I want more than anything.
My sister is still upset about what that man did to her but we're praying she'll get better and in some ways she is.
I hope everyone's doing well and I hope you have a great Fall!